Time strike 12, and now I'm 19. Yea, great. Happy Birthday to myself.. *roll eyes*


Just guess what am I doing now, MUGGING!


It's ok to study the module that I am confidence in, or I prepared long ago. Pissed, that's all I can say. Emo? Absolutely no! I'm not sad, I'm just getting really pissed at myself, really.. Pissed at myself for not working hard, pissed at myself for not paying attention during class, pissed at myself for not preparing eariler, pissed at myself for not able to control my emotion well, and pissed at myself that how slow my brain work.


As for how I celebrate my birthday, stay at home mug the whole day! YES! and is studying the module I hate and no confidence at all! how great....


I won't surprise that I won't score well this sem. I won't blame anyone, I will only blame myself. Time management, seriously bad at time management. I could hardly concentrade, many things are running in my mind....


And I assure myself, this will be the final last time...

Tomorrow is the first paper, and I left with 7 more days to the end of the whole examination.


To be frank, I'm lack of energy. My body is freezing, head is very heavy, and my throat is hurtful and itchy. Despite having 9 hours of sleep, I'm not fresh at all. Didn't have a nice rest at all. Well, I guess this is the result of last minute study...


As for tomorrow's paper, I probably have 50% confidence level? Although it is one of my most confidence module, I'm afraid. Well, I'm afraid for all the module, especially MBS.


Alright alright, let's change topic..


Check out the TPDE blog, they made an announcement that there will be everyday class in march. For your info, the concert is 1 month away and they haven't even confirm the theme, and not even a single choreography. I don't like at all. I just feel it's not a dance anymore, it's just like project. Rushing and rushing just to meet the deadlines. I was really looking forward, but now I don't...


hur, things are not going in the right way...


p.s sorry for the complaining.. back to study..

a gift from her, a person who always support and stands beside me..


Thanks, thanks alot..

Flash back to 6/2/2009


HAPPY BIRHTDAY KUKU!!!


I'm lazy to type, so enjoy the photos. ^^


Cam -whore in the toliet. =p





and head to kuku's house..

















Not to forget, birthday boy must be thrown into the pool!





















that's all. ^^


toodles~ time to sleep!

screwed, mood totally screwed.


I couldn't figure out how to do accounting. note, is no idea how it was done, and this is worse than unable to balance at all!


Turned to study psychology. yet, it's not very nice either! nothing, simple nothing gets into my head. all the concepts and psychology terms are just so 'easy' to memories. Understanding is easy, but the memorizing of those terms and concepts is killing me!


I need a break, a really long break from studying. Now, i really have a huge temptation to ignore everything and jolly well flunk my result.


alright alright.
*chill chill*


Gonna grab some chocolates and a cup of coffee.


*off to study*

mood check : semi high!


Don't ask me why, I have no idea either. =DD


So, projects are all complete!! except except one final presentation on Tuesday and the rest are all exams! weeee~! soon, it will be exams and it will be HOLIDAY!!~~~


2 weeks later will be valentine's day. Out of no where, I'm looking forward to it!! =DD well well, maybe I have some sweet ideas for bf. ^^
After valentine's day will be my birthday!!! Confirmed that I will open a chalet and bijun will help me organise!! THANKS THANKS!!
After my birthday will be TPDE dance concert!!! looking forward those late night training and performing on stage!!


weee~ weee~


alright alright, back to study. ^^