[[25 of oct, cookie bakin]]

i went to cheryl's hse to bake some cookies and the result is great!! everyone sae the cookie taste great!! thank you very much. wanted wake up early in the mornin to do some revision for my exam, however i failed.. i woke up at 10 and the time i meet cheryl is 1130..omg, i'm super late..anyway, i managed to reach there in time..quickly went to buy those ingredients and make our way to cheryl's hse to bake cookies!!..however, the butter cheryl haf in her hse was spoiled..so we haf to wait for jingyu and joanne to buy the butter..finally, at 1pm we started to bake the cookies..

.cut cut cut.

.mix mix mix.

.cheryl, i'm sorri.

.back to work.

.yum yum chocolate chips.

.ready to cook.

.it's seem like pancake to me.

.cookies done!!.

year 2006 is comin to an end and we are growin up..everyone had changed, everyone seem to be workin hard in gettin a better life.. as for me, i dun neo..i'm still in the middle of no where..i'm keepin myself very tired and very packed..however this result a different me..i found out my attitude is gettin worse..i'm sorri..i'm gettin out of control..

do visit this web to watch the dance video..it's not ballet, but ballroom dancin..trust me, once u watch u will start to fall in luv wif them..in other words, envy them..all the couples dance so happily and garcefully..how i wish i could be like them..

[[tiring dae]]

.study study.

todae e math lesson is so pathetic.. there are 11 students takin o lvl e math, however onli 5 turn up todae..firstly, we went thru the latest test paper we took last thus and i got 67/80..^.^..there's an inprovement..hope this year o lvl paper will be almost the same standard, den my A1 is gettin near..the followin mon is the exam already and i haven done finish all the tys qns and the blue booklet..wish me luck..

after the lesson, it's time to hard off to buy all chalet stuffs..omg, the supermarket is pack wif lots of ppl..we, me jing and cy, went round and round the supermarket to see wat we nid to buy..

.recipes.

6 heavy bags of stuff cost a total of $73, were carried by 3 little gurls..each bag weight at least 5-6kg okie..i'm surpries we survive!!hahax..went to jing hse and started to recall wat stuffs we haven buy bla bla bla..when we wanted to go hm, it started rainin..however it doesnt affect us, as we started to play in the rain..

.choon yi and me.

.jing, how dare u take a photo of us while we are playin.

.jingyu and me.

[[shoppin plus movie]]

thur went shoppin wif bijun..finally, bijun haf off dae and pei me go shoppin..hahax..shoppin=money FLY!! i spent a total of 60plus on thur..brought a top, a shorts, and 2 ear rings..oso, we took neoprints!!finally, took neoprint wif bijun..hahax..ytd before the dance concert, and we saw something VERY VERY VERY nice!! it's a ballerina ear rings!!

nice ba nice ba..it's very rare to see a ballerina ear rings worx..wahahax..gonna wear it to ballet class on tue..they gonna be jealous..hahax..the ear rings costs $14 quite ex i tink..but it's worth it..^.^

went to watch death note todae..hmm..i rate the movie 2/5 ba..cos it dun haf endin!!or maybe it's not my type ba..i still prefer comedy & romamtic movies..after the movie, I GET EMO AGAIN!!realli cannot take it..when will i stop been so emo..went to diff places todae..all those places are all the memories *he gave me..

first station, void decks..i went to all the void decks near *his and my hse..i stay the longest is the void deck under *his hse..i remb very carefully..that void deck we always quarrled and *his parents will always come down and started to scold *him..i realli miss that moments..

second station, festival park..over there, i jus sit for a while as there are alot of ppl walkin around, and kids are playin there..i remb tat place is our first kiss..i remb tat nite the moon is full moon..i miss.

last station, carparks..i remb last time we always went to caparks to haf fun..it's the most happiness moments we haf there..onli tat places we will laugh non stop..but now, the carparks seem so cold..i miss.

total i took 2 hours to reach hm, cos i spent most of the time walkin..it's a mth plus le..but i still waitin for him to make his first move?..i dun neo..honestly, now i'm cryin for *him but tinkin of **him..i mus be CRAZY!!

p.s. *him and **him is 2 diff ppl.

[[dance concert]]

wee..went to watch a dance conert ytd..i onli haf one word to sae, which is NICE!!the concert is called as Parabelo & Lecuona by Grupo corpo, Brazil most successful dance company..it's a combination of ballet, contemporary and ballroom dancin..

Parabelo brings you to the wild and enigmatic interior of Minas and Bahia, where the swirling colours of the earth and the primal silhouettes of the wildlife inspire the vivid imagery of this work. With an original soundtrack that echoes with the rhythms of traditional Brazilian music and dance such as the baião and xaxado, the sounds of haunting vocals, working and devotional chants, Parabelo oozes a languid and dreamy aura, while radiating power and brightness.

.ballroom dancin.

Stories of torrid passion, ill-fated jealousy and playful romance are told in Lecuona through a series of intimate duets set to the achingly beautiful music of one of the greatest Cuban composers, Ernesto Lecuona (1895-1963) who was dubbed the "Cuban Gershwin". Couples entwined express their love with longing, brutality, sensuality and vengeance, in a choreography tinged with dark humour and whimsy, culminating in a finale that takes you back to a dazzling ballroom of a bygone era. But this is ballroom dancing like you have never seen before. Lecuona is "so spectacular that one leaves the theatre in a state of bliss".

do visit this web to watch the video..the video is a small introduction of the "Parabelo & Lecuona"..Parabelo and lecuona are 2 diff items..Parabelo is mainly contemporary dance..the dancers are SOO GOOOD!!..they are so flexible..they could kick their legs up 180 wif FLAT foot..i wonder how long they had trained..hmmm..next is Lecuona..Lecuona is all ballroom dancin..the couples are all so lovin..most beauitful one is the final..in the final, all the couples came out and dance also it's surrounded wif mirror!!..OMG!! it's damn beautiful okie..i totally fall in luv wif them le..I WANNA LEARN BALLROOM DANCIN!!..can u imagine, the female dancers got even point in high heels!!..hahax..i'm startin to get crazy over it..i wanna watch again and again and again!!however, it's over le..tonite is the last dae le..sob..

[[strawberries]]

.a box of strawberries.

wee..thx daddy for helpin me buy strawberries, luv u lots..there is something very special in this box worx..seee..

.this strawberry is BIG!!.

.this is the normal size.

can see the diff..if they are put together, they will look like this.....

.tiny and big strawberries.

cute ba..this is the first time i saw such a big strawberry worx..however, the taste is not as good as wat i thought..

actually, i should be workin todae de but the lady nv call me..sob..so, i had plan a new time table for todae..hahax..all i'm gonna do todae is jus exercise and STUDY!!..went for ballet on fri and sat and i found out i'm gettin weak..my whole body is achin now..i simply hate the feelin..anyway, the tickets for my dance concert is on sale..anyone wanna buy one?..it's on the 23 and 24 of nov..the afternoon show will be on the 24 of nov, price is $28..nite show will take places on the 23and 24 of nov, price is $30..anyone wanna buy pls tell me asap okie..the closing date is tml..however, i'm havina prob now..i'm tinkin should i ask HIM?..if i ask him, it's means that i'm makin the first move..how?..hmm..

o lvl math is gettin realli realli very near, feelin realli realli very scared..my bro passed me his longman e math notebook to me jus now..diao..why cant he passed it to me earlier, den i no nid to photocopyin le..anyway, tml will be havin math lesson again..after maybe goin shoppin..weee..I WANNA GO CRAZY SHOPPIN!!..

[[e-math test]]

hmm, had a o lvl e-math test todae but i did badly..hur~..i onli get 38/60, very disappointed wif this kind of result..i seriously nid intensive math lesson!..i mus get A1, i dun wanna waste money!!..but the prob is, i totally dun neo wat the qns is askin..for example probability, i jus guess my way through..i dun haf a textbk to learn, onli haf my notebook..BUT, i dun neo wat i'm writin..lucky, my dear fren helped me photostack his sister's textbk for me..weee..

.vectors.

.probability.

jus this 2 chap cost $4..but nvm, cos it's realli help..thx alot ^.^..got my entry proof too..

.o lvl entry proof.

todae's ballet lesson was tirin, but FUN!..had a chat chat wif claire todae after class..and i found out something, gals will tend to fall in luv wif bad guys, admire gd guys..hmm..u neo why?..cos, gd guys will always appear ltr..and tat time is went the gal's heart is wif the bad guys le..so, everything is too late le..izzit true?..

"no point cryin over spill milk"..get this pharse from bijun's blog..hmm.. i understand the logic too but i jus cant stop cryin..one of my frens said that i always listen to sad songs, ask me to listen to more happy songs..okie, i listened.last nite listened the song "jian tian ni yao jia gia wo", but i cry even more..cried the whole nite ytd..so, i will still prefer listen to sad songs such as "mei na me ai ta"..pls forgive me..

tml goin for job interview..wee..i'm goin to work very soon..hahax..wish me luck yeah..^.^

[[Ns are over]]

wee..last paper ended ytd 3.45, and now IT'S PARTY TIME!!..

.a math paper 1 & 2.

hmm..this a math paper was relatively easy compare to those papers mr ng gave us..finished the paper within 1 hour?..haf lots of time to redo the paper again..shoo, lucky i redo the paper again..bcos, i spot out lots of careless mistake on paper 1..anyway, the all the papers were over le, now i'm lookin forward for the chalet and ma dance concert.. heard from my parents tat they are goin to hong kong for 3 days or 4 days?..cant remb..I WAN TO GO!!..but they are goin on the early dec, which is on my o lvl math exam..hai, sob sob..cant go le..

actually plan of goin out todae de, but all thx to ma eyes..see..

.i neo i look super ugly wif tat weirdo eyes.

went to see doctor jus now..the doctor said is bcos of the haze which cause this prob and he encourage me to stay at hm..omg, no way man..i will super borin..maybe jus for todae ba, i will be a gd gurl n stay at hm..^.^..

.medicines.

.and those medicines cost me $18.

hur~..it's lunchtime and i simply dun neo wat to eat..so saw mummy brought some cup noddles..

.lunch for the dae.

honestly, this taste realli very bad..maybe it dun suit my taste ba..hahax..maybe goin to cycle ltr..wee..long long time nv cycle le..hope my mum allow me to cycle ba..pray pray pray..

[[feelin depressed]]

seriously, i want to sae sorri to all ma frens..sorri, i'm not strong enough, sorri for sayin i'm all alone..i neo, i'm not alone, i neo i still haf all ma frens n family..but, nth can simply stop me from havin this feelin..no one..in ma previous entry, i wrote from 5 of oct a new chap will begin..i neo u will wonder wat had happened on 5 of oct..actually, it's nth..on tat dae, i went to a place, a place which i wish to go for a very long time..tat place, i see ma very first sunset..at tat place, i told myself, i mus be strong, i mus forget all the gd and bad memories he gave me, most imp i mus forget him..but now i realise, i cant..my tears are gettin more n more..i'm gettin more and more emo this few days..i force myself to slp more..i thou once i slp my pande eyes will gone, i thou once i slp i wont tink of him so much..but i'm wrong..once i woke up from ma dreams, i started to cry..maybe i'm realli retarted..pls forgive me..ytd, thou of goin to pasir ris park alone, go there n breath some fresh air, but all thx to the haze i cant..so i decided to buy a box of strawberries from the illegal stalls near tm..however, the uncle refused to let me buy one box but 2..so nvm, i brought 2..once i reached hm, i found out tat one box of strawberries are spoilt..

.see, these are the gd strawberries.

hai..i dun understand, why mus they do this..my mum started to sae i'm stupid, why cant i jus walk away..refused to hear those words, i walked to my rm, slowly eatin ma strawberries..and i looked up to see the moon, n all thx to the haze again, the moon becomes reddish in colour..

.see.

todae went shoppin wif my mum and i started to hint her..i told her tat the relationship between me and daniel is gettin worse, oso i told her tat we might end anytime..my mum reaction was "great!!.. forget him ba, there are still better guys waitin for u de.." honestly, i neo she will sure sae this, my parents simply dun like daniel at all..all bcos i refuse to end the relationship so they haf no choice but to accept it..jus now, my dad asked me "where the hell is daniel arhx?..why i nv saw him le..sometimes i realli wonder is he ur bf and my son-in-law.." yuppix, he was rite, he is not my bf, neither nor he is my dad's son-in-law..our relationship had end, it will realli end..no more hope, there's simply no more..

[[nz trip]]

feelin bored again.. hur~.. the haze is gettin worse, it's makin me SICK.. -.-'..

okie.. actually, wanna updata every single thing tat happened in NZ.. but i forget almost everything le.. sorri.. so i decided to jus upload photos..^.^

.waitin for checkin in.

.can u image, the toilet in the airport can see the planes.

.fly fly fly to NZ.

i remembered the plane was be delayed for 5 hours..arghx..so it's already 1 am den we can fly..once get up the plane, everyone started to slp slp slp..me too..^.^

.took 12 hours of flight and at last reached NZ..hahax..and, this is the first thing i brought from NZ..yummy yummy chocolate.

.yuppix, this is the supermarket which we every nite went there to buy our supper.

.bowlin.

.chinese restaurants in NZ, honestly the food taste realli very bad.

next comin up will be all the gp photos

.miss pang's gurls.

.COLD.

.miss pang's gurls with our comtemporary t-cher.

.senior gurls with street fusion t-cher.

hm..tink tat's all for todae ba..still haf lots and lots of photos de, but my mum ask me to go buy lunch for her..so too bad..anyway, realli miss the times in NZ..every single nite before i slp, there's always a msg from...hai..forget it ba tanxueying..everything is over le..a whole new chap had started from 5 of oct 2006..WAKE UP TAN XUEYING..

[[my dancin wish]]

feelin very bored at hm, so decided to updata some memories.first comin up will be the dance concert on 16 of sep. wake up early in the mornin to gif chi hang our support for her exam.after tat, we make our way down to ACS for our dance concert..at 3pm, it's ma EXAM!.started to panic n cry..everyone started to hug me n wish me all the best.weee..after tat, make my way down to crown centre for my exam.i'm quite surprise, one of the candidates is the same candidates who i went wif 2 years back.wah!..overall, the exam was quite okie, not as bad as wat i tink. but something very bad happened after ma exam. when i went out from the buildin, the sky started to rain heavily. nice one..the bus-stop is metres away, wif NO shelter at all..wait and wait..at last there's someone comin out wif an umbrella..shoo..at last reached ACS at around 5 plus.since there is still time til the concert start, we took lots of photos..so now it's photos time..

waitin for our take

.ballet.

.wanna haf a drink?.

.jazz.

.group photo.