eyes are dry and hands are tired.
and i'm tired to update anything....


good night...






It's okay if you had to go away, just remember the telephones.
If one day finally found you someone else and that's okay. Cause I'll remember everything you sang.
i love you.

COMPLETED!!!
1. A MATH PAPER 1
2. A MATH PAPER 2
3. COMB. SCIENCE - CHEMISTRY
4. GEOGRAPHY
5. ENGLISH PAPER 1
6. ENGLISH PAPER 2
7. E MATH PAPER 1
8. E MATH PAPER 2


WAHAHAHA!!!!


left.....
1. physics - friday
2. social studies - monday
3. comb sci paper 1 - tuesday


one more week and it's PARTY TIME!!!!!!


the first two things i'm going to do while waiting for dearest bijun to complete her POA MCQ which is following tue-13th of nov.


tuesday - i will spend the whole afternoon cleaning up the whole house!!!
wednesday - cook a delicious meal for my parents, kor kor, lishaung and dear!!!! haha. kor kor's ORD on the same day of my last paper!!! :D

AH AH AH!!!


english was not well done today. [it had not been good for years] to be honest, i wasn't feeling so bad after english paper 2. but can u imagine?!? after the paper people were saying "there is so much time!" "the paper is easy/not very difficult." worse, when comparing answering, my answers were different!


guess what! i wrote a very stupid essay for paper 1. paper 2 i wrote eerie as filled. *roll eyes* *shake head*




okie. i'm going mac to study for e math. BYE!

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!


it's english paper tml!!!!


AH AH AH!!!


i'm scared, i'm SO JITTER!!!!!

the result of not having a proper breakfast and lunch but having a heavy dinner afterwards..

bad stomach and running in and out of the toilet numerous times!!!!




i must admit, i haven been studying much on thursday and friday. monday is english paper. i'm really scared. i have a very great feeling that i will do badly for my english again.




I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT TUESDAY!!! i want to do sooo many things afer o's. mummy was telling me that the new ang mo kio[i have no idea how to spell] hub is huge with a lot clothes shop! :(((

PAN BIJUN!! that will be the first shopping centre we will be going after your exam!!




BACK TO STUDY!

haha. i promised this video will make you laught!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgqOKj1hdXM




A CUTE BABY GIRL!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U




today's weather is simply so HOT until i dont wish to study at all! thanks god there's no paper today.


i miss gym, i miss running, i miss dancing.


no ballet for 2 weeks because teacher is on leave! :(((


A MATH, CHEMISTRY & GEOGRAPHY PAPER DOWN!!!

two subject down!!!


monday and tuesday was a math paper 1 and paper 2. i'm not trying to be humble, i really did badly in a math. paper 1 approximate 10marks gone. paper 2 worse! i dont have any time to check my careless AT ALL!! and i cried on the bus while i was talking with mr ng in the phone.


anyway, it over.... just pray alot ppl did alot careless mistake. then the range for a1 be lower.=p


chemistry paper today was managable. not as hard as what i thought. however, i did everything wrong for the QA part! soluble in excess of ammonia is zinc but i memorised as aluminium and lead. *roll eyes* 8 marks gone! pray hard phy and MCQ wont be difficult.


well, it's geography paper tomorrow. a heavy paper i must say. guess what! in the bus i heard from some boys from bedok green secondary school that they will go back home and play DOTA! LOL!!! seriously i have no idea what they are thinking...


okie. time for study!




i hate it i hate it! everytime after a paper my head will ache like hell. :((( now even panadol doesn't cure totally. after a few hours of studying, the pain will come back again.... :( :( :(

O's starts TOMORROW!!!


tomorrow is a math paper. even though i'm not fully prepared, i dont feel like studying anymore. i'm getting sick of doing papers. and, i finally understand relative velocity!!!! pray relative velocity will come out the air plane and i/j. please please come out a more direct qns... pray pray tml i wont make any careless mistake. pray pray out of 12 qns i will know how to do 10. pray pray tml is a GOOD weather!


oh well, probably i should continue to study. don't worry, i will sleep at least 8 hours tonight. tml paper starts at 2.30pm!


THANKS!!!
bijun, chi hang and miss jiang for the letter.
yumei, jie qiang and cheryl for sending me the goood luck message.
shuang sheng for trying your best to influence me to sleep more.


WISH ME LUCK!!

i'm tired, exhausted and sacred...


O level is just next week. no time no time! i haven study finish. i feel that i did not have enough practice on geography. english too. it's been quite a long time since i did comprehension.


i'm worried.


pray that english is an easy paper. pray the one word question for paper 1 is "smoking". pray i dont make any careless mistake. pray i know how to spell every single word. pray that the passage for paper 2 wont be difficult. pray i have enough time to complete everytime. pray dont have any funny qns come out for a math. pray chemistry wont come out tricky qns. pray geography qns are direct. pray the weather is cooling. pray my mood on that day is happy and energetic. pray i wont panic when i face difficult qns. pray.....




i'm sorry for my high expectation. i'm sorry of not knowing what prob you have. i'm sorry i can't be there for u. i'm sorry i always blame you. i'm sorry i always just tell u how bad you treat me. i'm sorry for my complain endlessly. i'm sorry i can't make u feel that i really love you. i'm sorry for my selfishness. i'm sorry for keep saying sorry.


tell me, teach me what i should do. tell me teach me what do i should so that you dont think i always want to break up with you. tell me teach me what should i do so that u know i never regret of accepting you. tell me teach me what i should do so that u can feel i love you. tell me teach me how can i comfort you when u are unhappy. tell me teach me what should i do from been so stupid and blur.....


i love you, i really do. it's not plain, simply, selfish and need. it's my love towards you.


call me once u wake up. i miss you and your laughter...

I HATE I HATE!!!


I HATE THE UN-REPLY MSG!!
I HATE THOSE NOT ANSWERING CALL!!
I HATE WASTING MY TIME WATCHING YOU WATCHING THOSE VIDEOS!!
I HATE THOSE ANNOYING KIDS PLAYING UMBRELLA!!
I HATE THOSE IRRITATING KIDS HIT ME OUT OF NO WHERE WITH THE STUPID UMBRELLA!!
I HATE THOSE IRRITATING AND ANNOYING KIDS THAT NEVER EVEN SAY SORRY WHEN THEY HIT ME WITH THE UMBRELLA!!
I HATE THAT MY HEAD IS STILL HURTING!!
I HATE THOSE AUNTIES WHO ALWAYS LIKE TO PUSH THEIR WAY THOUGH TO GET A SEAT FROM INSIDE!!
I HATE THOSE AUNTIES WHO KNOCK ONTO ME WITHOUT SAYING SORRY!!
I HATE THAT MAN WHO WALK WITH HIS HANDS MOVE LIKE NOBODY AND HIT MY BAG!!
I HATE THAT MAN WHO HIT MY BAG AND DROP IT ON THE FLOOR WITHOUT SAYING A WORD SORRY!!
I HATE THAT I STILL NEED TO PUT A "i'm happy and not pissed" FACE IN FRONT OF MY DAD!!
I HATE MYSELF OF UNABLE TO VENT ALL MY ANGER TO ONE PERSON!!
I HATE MYSELF OF VENTING MY ANGER TO MYSELF!!!


I HATE I HATE!!!
EVERYTHING SIMPLY ANNOYED ME!!


I'M PISSED. I'M ANGRY! I'M UNHAPPY!!




RAH!!!!!!~








i want to cry.......i need to cry....... for hours.
to calm myself down........

okie. i'm here to complain how tired and sleepy i am again. i know it's very bored to read all thses again and again. BUT this is what blog for.


well, this is what i always say to myself. "less than a month and i could sleep as much as i want!"

ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!!!~~~~


i can't wait to go shopping with bijun. i can't wait to have the secret date with bijun. i can't wait to go eat frog porridge. i can't wait to go gym to train off those fats in my body. i can't wait to earn lots of money. i can't wait to sleep for 12 hours a day without feeling guilty. i can't wait to go facial with my mum. i can't wait to have dance lesson almost everyday. i can't wait to bake tons of cookies and cakes. i can't wait to have lots of dating with my boy.


:( :( :( :( :(((((



i'm hungry. i want to eat pepper lunch, pasta, pizza, frog porridge, bbq food, ice cream and many many more....


i miss my boy. :(

i'm bored bored bored!!!


i'm stucked at the compliant letter. i dont know how to elaborate, expand and explain. :(


wanted to call dear but he didn't ans my call. probably he sleeps already... :(




i'm tired and sleepy but i just dont wish to sleep at all. i haven complete what i planned to do today. :(


just one more situational writing and i spent so much time on it. worse of all, an hour had passed but i just done the planning and introduction. :(


i hate english because i always spent hours to complete one essay/letter/compre. how i wish i am extremely good in english. then i no need to spent hours thinking of words and checking my tense. i had worked hard but i still can't see any improvement in me!


SUX! IRRITATING!! ANNOYING!!!!

not well not well... :(


my whole body feel so weak, i could barely move.


my head too.. now i really wish to knock myself against the wall as hard as i could.


even though i'm feeling really weak now, it's impossible to rest at this point of time!!! yesterday night was fine but now.....


I HATE IT!! it make me feel so useless..... :((((((




how i wish dear is beside me and help me massage..

i was so so so hungry jus now until i cannot control myself and cooked cup noodles!!


KILL ME!!!!!!!




even though i finished the whole thing, i'm not very full. to be honest, the cup noodles doesn't satisfy my hungriness at all!!!




i'm growing fat, i'm really growing FAT!!!


yesterday dear came in the middle of the night with mac as supper. and tonight i ate instant noodles. it's unhealthy and FAT!!!!




OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!!!!!!


and NOW! i'm getting sleepy!




KILL ME!! SCOLD ME!! SLAP ME!!!


i need to study, i really need to study. but not in the mood =.=






okie okie. i shall not waste my time here. BYE!!

PHOTOS UP ON GRADUATION DAY!!!

disappointed..


i thought i baked cookies will at least make me feel better.


but in the end i failed.


i baked again and i failed again..


:(

sleepy....




today's weather is so cooling. i heart this kind of weather!! how i wish everyday will be like this.


however, the weather is making me so comfortable. my bed is calling me to go sleep....


ENDURE!!!






seriously, i feel that i'm doing too much english, social studies and geography until i started to dislike maths... :(

sleepy.....


apology if i have any typing error as my eyes are half open now.




shopping with bijun was definitely great even though my legs are extremely tired now. how i wish dear is beside me now and help me massage.


i miss you..






anyway i had just finished what i planned to study today. i know it's very late now but i have no choice. who ask me went shopping today even though 0 level is just 2 weeks away from now.


worse of all, tomorrow morning will be goin down to mac and study with jingyu and gang.




OF COS! afterwards will be out with dearest boyfriend again. :D

yesterday was the last day of secondary school. it's kind of sad, really. 5 years of secondary officially end yesterday. i will definitely miss everyone...