even though everything seems to be fine, the hurt is still deep inside our heart.
18 years of my life, i had never never ever been scolded so badly before. i'm not blaming anyone except myself.now den i realise, i'm not a good gf at all. i always thought i'm a caring and nice gf. however, i'm wrong. i always give u lots of bullshit, so stupid, so blur, so not knowledgeable, so emo, so selfish. what's the point of not throwing temper if i always make u so irritated. useless, that's what i feel about myself. i just dont suit to be ur gf at all. hopeless, that's what i feel about myself too. all i'm good at is just been cute, make you laugh sometimes. i always request everything, without thinking what u will feel. al i thought is just make myself happier and feel that i'm not alone. i'm wrong, yet i always refused to admit it. i'm sorry.....even though u forgive me, i will never forgive myself of hurting so badly...
the feeling of hurting someone you really love is the worst.

depressed, useless, hopeless. thats what i'm feeling now.