2007 O level result will be come on 24th jan 2008, thursday.

the day had fianlly come. the day of knowing what kind of life i will be having few years down the roll. the day of knowing what kind of job i will be working in the future. the day of entering a new environment. the day of being a young adult.

AH! i have no confidence at all! english! my english! pls pls pls let me pass!

worse come to worse. if i really fail my english, i will try the DAE. if that fail, retake one more year. :(

and now, i dont understand. WHY MUST WE WEAR SCHOOL UNIFORM?!?!?!?!

oh well, change subject. beware, it's an emo post ahead! u may want to click the "x" button at the top right hand side if u dont wish to read.

a get a news from yumei's mum. a boy, same age as me and was once a pasir ris student is in coma due to some brian problem. i dont really know the exact reasons. but what i really know is that the doctors dont know how to heal him.

my colleague's friend's daugther had bone caner, final stage. heard that there's only 38% that she is able to survive. if not, she might not even able to celebrate chinese new year. she is jus 6 years old.

why? i bet at this point of time, their parents are the one most heart aching. looking at their beloved child suffer yet they cant do any help. they are still young, still have so many things in the world they haven't look, haven't try, haven't even experience. my mum told me, it's fate. god have planned how many a person can experiene, how many days he/she can survive. i heard my dad said before. if he/she done something bad, the next life he/she will suffer. but i thought a new life a new begining? i believe that person wont suffer as much as the love ones beside him/she.

some people say world is fair yet some other people say world is unfair. as for now, i cant make an answer. all i can say, treasure the people around you, especially parents. they are the one who really hurt the most when we get hurt. even though they will sometimes do somethings we dont like, they still love us. they are the one who will nv betray, and always support us.

i'm really thankful to have such wonderful parents, friends and boyfriend beside me, loving me, caring me.

and now, i'm really scared. i'm so scared some day somethings will happen to the people around me.........