There are often things in life we look back and regret on.
But if there are already regrets
It's time to stop doing those things you do,
That you know you'll look back on and think about ...

i totally agree what the writer had wrote. however, it's always too late when we started regretting. don't you think so? on top of that, there is always something stopping me from stopping myself do the things that i had regretted. [understand?]

now in my mind, there is a thing i regret of doing it. the sense of regret is growing yet i'm not stopping. until now, i'm not prepared at all in doing that. the sense of fear and disappointment is always there. even though a promise is made, you still break it in another way. well, maybe i never explain it clearly. my fault. i decided to do this, i can't blame you or anyone but myself.

.dad.

dad, he is more then a father to me. i should say he is a father and a friend to me. a important and great friend. the love and the feeling i have towards him is unreplaceable. he is the most important person in my life. he will know how i really feel and he will know if i'm having a fake laugh. even though i never tell him anything, he will know when i really need him. of cos, no matter what he is always there. without fail! He is a great dad, husband and friend. without him, i will not be who i am now. i love him.
just now, he walked into the room and looked into my eyes. afterwards, he just came in the room and sat beside me. he didn't ask what happen but just started telling me what he had done today. and i know he is trying to give me some advise through this. i'm feeling so much better now.
thank you dad. i know you will never ever read this, but i still want to say thank you.

i will not emo and i will not be sad. i will be a happy person no matter what happen. i will not be angry in whatever unpleasant things had happen on me. for him, i will do this.