i feel so screwed up. :(


was back home early today from mac. planned to dance in my bro's room for half an hour and do half of english paper 2 and go sleep.


but now, i feel that my plan will fail.


i think i pulled my inner thigh again. it's so painful now until i can't fully stretch my left leg. it's the same part, and now it's more painful then the previous one.


i'm scared, i'm really scared.






i want to isolate myself again. that feeling, is coming....




i want to break down...............................
can i?












it's not bcos of anyone, and it's not i can't feel any love or care from anyone.
it's just me and myself.
it's just I, who can't control my own emotion.