[[SICK~]]

cough cough cough~

have been coughing very badly since last thur. feeling very sick. my whole body feel so tired no matter how long i sleep. just feel super tired, super restless. i beg this time i'm seriously SICK. however, i still refused to go see doctor. i beg isaac will be very angry that i still refuse to go see doctor. sorry~ i'm just too lazy to go down to the clinic. i just wish to sleep NON-STOP!!

worse, my left eye swollen again. HATE IT!!! i remember the last time is last monday. LOLX!!

well, all these make me don't want to study at all!!! i'm serious. i'm not as hardworking as what you think. i slack ALOT. i have not been touching the books since last thus. there's nothing simply motivates me study. last time i study so hard because of that particular reason. not to forget i want to prove to my family that I'M NOT STUPID!! but now, nothing seems pressuring me. i dont feel a single pressure from anyone. it's kind of hard for me to study seriously without any pressure or stress.