!!DANCE

2009-10-29T20:59:00.001+08:00

hey folks!

I will not update here anymore.

LOVES!

btw, i updating another blog. find it if u can :)

2009-08-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

8 days to first paper..

*scream*

I'm not prepared, I'm not confidence, and I'm not working hard..

I'm gonna cry and seriously blame myself if my GPA is below than 3..

but...

IT'S 14 DAYS TO HOLIDAY!!!

=DDD

miss boyfriend..

2009-08-07T01:28:00.004+08:00

it's really very irritating..
Exams are just 2 weeks away, I haven't touch a single shit. I'm always tired and sleepy even though I slept for 8hours.
My brain is always not working..
I need motivation, I need push. Of course, I need pressure!
Studies is the last thing I care, or sometimes I don't even bother.
Hur, when will I wake up..

Modern class on wed was GREAT!! Love the song, love the emotion and love the routine! Ryan's chero speaks the meaning of the song. I don't want the class to end. Moving my body with the music, I want to continue like this..

I have class in 9hours time. Tutorial not done, sleepy and stiff body.. Can I sleep??

discipline xueying, discipline..

.Family photo.

2009-08-04T17:24:00.001+08:00

isn't it beautiful..

2009-08-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

it's permanent..

2009-07-19T04:30:00.000+08:00

4.30am, eyes are not sleepy anymore.
Wanted to upload photos taken on Jingyu's birthday but it seems to take forever. I will do it another time. Or you can check out at my facebook :)
I'm proud of myself that I completed business tut qns.
But still disappointed that I couldn't balance my balance sheet, so didn't manage to complete PCA.
I will wake up earlier later on to do :)
.......
Clean up my messy table and book shelves. How I wish there's a tiny fish tank on top of my book shelves, with tiny fish or prawns or crabs in it. Well, I just love observing animals.
My hair need treatment too, but I don't wish to spend money neither I'm willing to take up any time for it.
I want swimming, but not at swimming complex. It's just too public, I don't like.
I need exercise, I want to go gym and tone up my fats.
I miss ballet and modern. I want to move my body with the music.
I want to work and earn lots of money.
I need motivation to push me to studies. Exams are just a month away!!!
I need proper time management.
I want shopping.
Most important, I need more time!
There's just way too many things I want to do......
............
Alright, time to sleep!

Almost forget, DADDY COMING BACK HOME IN 6 HOURS TIME!! =DDD

2009-07-05T03:18:00.001+08:00

7 hours to work, yet I'm still awake. Well, I completed 3 project assignment, business finance tutorial and read through CMA. Despite doing so much things, I'm still fully awake. I'm not yawning, neither do I feel tired. I doubt that I will fall asleep if I go to my bed now..

Saturday morning was family photo-taking session! Fun yet tiring. Simply can't wait to see the photos. I'm afraid that it won't be that nice, I'm showing my ugly teeth in all the photos. :(
But I bet it will be much much nicer compared to my family previous photo album. At least all of us are nicely dressed. Make-up and hair was done by them. Not to forget, mummy was wearing a wedding dress! Pretty pretty. =DDD I will upload once I receive the photos :)

My working hours need to be cut down due to school work. Not to forget I need to concentrate on my babe ballet. My first proper teaching class starts less than a month! *nervous nervous*

Jingyu's birthday is coming! Hopefully there will be a gathering, I miss all of them!!

I have a long list of things I want to do, yet I could hardly squeeze out any free time. Time management time management!

Alright alright, before I end this post..

Presenting to you a dozen purple roses :)

2009-06-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

CUTE CUTE!! =DD
p.s it's gifts from my brother to his gf. ^^

20min to the next boring class. Friends' head are all on the table. As for me, surfing the net which I'm so bored of it. I want to work, if not party with friends,or dating with love, or stay at hm with parents. BEST, sleep on my bed with my usual stuffs around me. The weather now is just so prefect for sleeping..

Alright, nothing to update.
bye...

2009-06-23T11:04:00.002+08:00

It totally draw me in... beautiful.

.Natagiri Pass.
p.s the quality is much better at National Geographic..

*yawns*
4 hours of sleep is not enough..

off to work~

2009-06-18T21:32:00.005+08:00

Night out @ Zirca!

Afternoon went to Airport to start on PCA project.
Evening went home for dinner with love, dressed up and out to party!
Meet bestie, Edwin and Kristine at Bus interchange at 10pm.
Took a bus back home again because I forgotten to take my IC.
Missed the last train so took a cab down to Clake Quey and met the rest.
PARTY!
Love send me home in a cab with bestie and Kristine.

Woke up in the morning with burning throat, gastric pain and spinning room.
MC, skip work and rest the whole day at home.

Night~ time for more rest..

2009-06-14T00:03:00.005+08:00

Supposed to go for Hip Hop class in the afternoon, but due to my laziness I skipped. I managed to pull myself to go for ballet, but class was canceled! How nice..

Anyway, went Cityhall with love today. Finally decide to burn my wallet by buying 60bucks worth of heels! =DD Went over to IT show and brought a 4GB Micro memory chip for my phone. Was super super tempted to buy a external hard drive, for no main reasons. Laughs!

Apparently, a week of holiday is coming to an end soon. Holiday is basically just no school days! Everything just runs as usual, nothing much. Planning to have a gathering with my secondary cliques next week, shall discuss with bestie tml. On top of that, next week will be a bbq gathering with my poly firends. :)

Oh ya! did I mention, I guess I didn't. I was supposed to go clubbing on thursday, but it was canceled due to the change in age limit during ladies night! :(:(

a nice song to share...

and finally,

a photo with love..

hidden thoughts..

2009-06-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

Flashback~~

Secondary school mates meet up!

Dinner at Dian Xiao Er!

p.s will upload more photos ltr! ^^

2009-06-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

*yawns*

blogspot seems to be giving me lots of prob. I can't upload any photos.

I shall try again tml, NIGHT!

2009-05-29T03:00:00.002+08:00

just one more week of burning mid-night oil..

hold on, don't give up.

Looking forward to holiday! My holidays will be giving top priority to bestie, family and sweet love, though I really want to work and earn money.. Blah~ Too bad, they are more imp than anything else. =DDD

2009-05-25T12:37:00.002+08:00

Love the quiet moments.
Love the calm moments.
Love to observe animals and feel what they are thinking..

p.s had been busy mugging these few days. Will update once my exams are over.

Loves~

2009-05-21T01:15:00.003+08:00

hates flashback..

the 5min walk back hm was cold.. The cold wind blowing, the quiet and dark streets. Somehow, it brings back the unpleasant incident in genting..

I don't lie. I'm not totally over it. I'm still scared. I somehow scared of going genting again, or to a certain extend of even stepping out of Singapore..

Alright, shall complete my tutorial before love call..

p.s I want a small room, surrounded with beautiful music which is played by brilliant speakers. ok, I don't be so greedy. Maybe a MP3/MP4 stored with beautiful music and pair with brilliant head-set to bring out the music..

2009-05-19T23:54:00.003+08:00

Greatest apologise for not updating for so long!

Well, I was busy with work since last Wednesday. Helped out in the opening, and worked on the roadshow itself on all the days except sat. It's tiring I must say.
Thursday. Rushed to Ngee Ann straight away after class ends at 1030. It was rather boring as there's very limited people..
Friday. Rushed to Ngee Ann again straight away after class ends at 12noon. Passed dinner time was a bit more busy. Still, sales was bad.. I'm very far away from my target..
Saturday. Worked at Vivo instead of Ngee Ann. I thought it will be a quiet stall due to the limited amount of stocks and promotion. Surprising, my sales was not bad..
Sunday. 12 hours of work, tiring.. Morning was quiet. After lunch hour was busy! My sales was good! Manage to sell close to 10 computers, way better than I expect. Finally i saw my overall sales reached 5figures =DDD But still, haven't reached the target..
Monday. Well, it was supposed to be a revision day for me. Hasn't been studying the past few days, was feeling very exhausted after work. Went out with bestie in the afternoon! Like finally!! =DDD Brought her presents and had my nails done! ^.^ Evening, besite went dating with her silly and I drop by Ngee Ann to find sweet love. End up I become the free labour. HA! Helped them scanning the products and printing the invoices. Meanwhile, my customers came back to buy macbook! 2 computers down, with a 4k sales! =DDD
Tiring and exhausted, but I must say it's a very enjoyment job. The sense of satisfaction I get when my customers shake my hand and thank me for my service was so... =D

Alright, so that's the summary of the experiences I faced during the days at roadshow. There's jus too many things for me to share... Earning the money is just secondary, it's the satisfaction and joy of servicing that's worth..

p.s update soon! time for revision, exam is just 2 weeks away..

2009-05-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

*slap up, down, left, right*
study study study!~

:((

2009-05-08T00:02:00.004+08:00

:))))

Had a meaningful and attentive class in the morning..
Had a chilling meet-the-parents session in the afternoon..
Had a enjoyable time preparing food for picnic..
Had sweet moments having picnic with sweet love at the Botanic Garden..
Had romantic walks in the evening at Botanic Garden..
Had a relaxation bus journey bus..

In short..

I AM A HAPPY GIRL!!

*wave wave* to..
-awesome!! I miss you can!!~
-my secondary cliques!! I want meet up!!

2009-05-04T23:48:00.003+08:00

love the rose, love the care, love the feelings, love the concern, love the sweetness, love the laughs, love the 'buy one get one free', love the warmth, love the massage, and love the special someone..

I'm sux at time-management!
I need more than just 24 hours a day!
I need to back-up my studies!
I want holiday!
I want to work and earn lots of money!
I can't wait to have my own ballet teaching class!
I want swimming!
I want to exercise!
I want a new phone!
I want a ipod touch!
I miss and craving famous cookies!
I miss baking and cooking!

most important,
I miss bestie!!

=DDDD

Alright alright, back to studies..

2009-05-01T12:00:00.003+08:00

:)

Just love to listen the church bell rang when time strike 12 noon..

I remembered I missed the church bell at the month of April, kinda upset over it. Thinking back, April had been a really tiring month for me. It's not a very wonderful month, but I realized and been through a lot just in one month.

A month had passed, a new month begin. Things are getting on path now, and I'm feeling so much better. Family is getting closer, friendship seems to be going back, relationship has been really sweet, passion on dance is growing even more. Well, guess I'm only left with study. I really really need to back up and find my motivation to study. 2 weeks of school seems like holiday to me..

Anyway, photos taken on the performance last friday..

Missed the clubbing last friday, and I will not miss out today! Gonna have fun later!! =DDD

2009-04-25T13:16:00.005+08:00

Saturday afternoon.

The weather is very warm, outside my rm is very noisy. I want to get out of this house, for once. I want to go swimming, to calm myself down. I want to disappear from this world, for a while, to really think through and clear all my knots. Just a sudden thought, I want to get out of the city myself, provided i'm given such a choice. Everything's changing, whether is it direct or indirect, sudden or expected. Family, friendship, relationship, dance, school.

Like what people always say, it's part of growing up. Tiring, but I'm trying my very best to adapt everything. Just give me some more time, things will get better. ^.^

anyway, photos taken on the Thursday performance.

Close friends. The ones we've spent the most amount of time together since secondary school days
Close friends were the ones we spent all our birthdays with.
Close friends have drifted apart.
Close friends do not make attempts to initiate meet-ups anymore.
Close friends find meet-ups a bother.
Close friends find one another a bother and eyesore.
Close friends take you for granted.
Close friends are too busy making another group of 'good friends' to be bothered with you.
Close friends......
are not close friends anymore.

and you are the only I can't afford to lose..

2009-04-22T12:22:00.003+08:00

moving on, letting go something that I used to hold on for 3 yrs.
sour.

I wasn't feeling good at all. hurt and upset, and I bet he feels even more. I had been fooling everyone, these few months. I had been hurting my love ones these few months. Seeing them worried, yet I never do anything.
sorry.

but last night. well, a decision was made. ha! funny isn't it? I had numerous long talk with different people, and it was the first time I had such topic of conversion with my parents. People were scolding me how silly i am, asking me to grow up. So, is such decision consider grow up?
If I have a choice, I don't wish to do such thing at all. It's hurtful..

I wonder how's him? He will be fine, right? someone please assure me that. I'm very worried about him, I want to care for him, I want to support him, I want to feel his warmth in the night, and his scent is on my bed. I have friends and family to support me, but he don't.
someone, anyone just tell me that he will be fine..

I will move on, so do you. I really hope this is the best for both of us. I hope one day you will contact me, as a friend.

p.s i will remember you.

2009-04-15T00:11:00.006+08:00

I was back from Malaysia this morning 7am. :) well, supposed to come back on Thursday.

Let's recall....

Pulled myself off my bed yesterday morning 5am. Bathed, prepared and final check on everything and off my house. Went out to the street with students and office staffs waiting for bus. The sky is still dark. It remains me the times I woke up early in the morning during my primary and secondary times. Hopped on to a cab and off to another location for the coach to Malaysia.

During the journey there was just eating bread and cookies, sleeping, listening to music, staring at the nice scenery, and watching movies.. Nothing much..

Reached genting in the noon. Brought some nice food before checking in the hotel. After which, Bijun and I headed to the Outdoor Theme Park and my parents went casino. Well, the Outdoor theme park was boring. I doubt that I will go back again..

Dinner time. Settled at a food court with my parents and bijun. The dinner was nice. :) Went back to the hotel room, unpacked a bit, washed up and off to shopping. First started off at a comestic shop. Targeted on a purple nail polish and pink lip stick, and I planned to buy at a much later time. We were strolling around and finally settled down at a random fashion shop. Bijun was trying on some nice tops and I received a call from my mum that my dad was feeling unwell...

Everything is fine now. Dad is in the hospital now for a more detail check up. Mum is in her room, and me now blogging. Brother was informed at a much later time when everything was settled. The whole period of time when the moon is out was.... Ha! I dont know how to describe. This whole period of time, my emotion was very..... Ha! I'm speechless again..

ok ok, photos first..

The whole 12 hours was unexpected. My dad was feeling very unwell, mum was very worried, we were running and rushing here and there, my mum and I argued with each other, we complained on how bad the service was given, I was in the ambulance holding my dad's hands, argued with the doctor, breaking down, rushing back to singapore in the middle of the night....

Things are fine now... :)

to awesome..
I know I said it a lot of time, but still I'm very sorry for this whole trip. and thanks.. thanks for giving me so much support. thanks for numerous times of telling me to stay strong. thanks..

p.s I need to be strong, and I know I will..

2009-04-12T22:24:00.010+08:00

Flash back to 7th of April~

Bestie's 19th birthday celebration at East coast park for picnic. Oh well, she always have wild ideas on how to celebrate her birthday.

Woke up early in the morning and rushed back to TP to claim back all the costumes money. I'm really pleased that I managed to get back all the money, including the amount i fork out for others. ^.^ The whole thing was delayed and took a really long time. I remembered I haven't even prepare a single thing. Panic of cause, baking the brownie need some time too. Afterall, everything was done in time. ^^

After all the baking and packing, went over to bijun's house to take the cake and sandwiches. After which, we took a bus down to parkway for another small grocery shopping at FairPrice and headed over to East Coast Park!

It was just the perfect weather for pinic!

Cake cutting!

Not to forget, birthday girl must have some nice treat isn't it. We thought of many many funny and really hilarious ideas. So, we thought probably just using the cake. Well, I know it's boring. But there's nothing we can really do though..

=DDD

Finish most of the food and cakes, we last minute decided to go pub! Well well, I suggested that actually. Just think about, it was 8pm. East Coast park was very dark, we weren't hungry. Slacking around? Boring! so so, PUB! =DD

We settled down at Double C's pub. Well, I have been there quite a number of times, and it's the only pub i ever went. haha! The boss was really friendly. He treat us the waterfall and I guess the drinks were cheaper too after knowing that it was bijun's birthday..

4 words to describe the night: crazy, wild, fun and messy! Well well, shall not explain in details.=P But still, I'm sorry... :)

Just for info, I will be in M'sia for 4 days! will update again very soon!! =DD

Note to awesome
Promise no more crying nights. Promise I will be strong. Promise I will be independent. Promise I will settle down my emotion and think what I really want.
and, thanks for the chat at night.. :)

2009-04-10T01:01:00.006+08:00

Too much photos taken, too much things had happen during the whole month of preparation. Well, I'm very lazy to update.. Probably just a few group photos. ^^

And not to forget the flowers I received. Thanks darlings!

p.s things will be fine.. ^^

2009-04-07T12:57:00.002+08:00

So, GEMS 4 concert ends last Saturday. A month of hard work for all the dancers just end on that day. This whole month I had been through a lot. It's not the first time I'm involved in a production, but somehow I felt that I gain a lot more experiences from this particular production. All the mix emotions and numerous training.. To many things to share, too many things I had learned and seen. I simply have no ideas how to express it out in words. All I know is, I had never regret joining TPDE, I had never regret of making myself so pack and tired this whole month. March is a memorable month, and next year's production will be a better one.

Thanks to Cass, Bestie, JieQiang, Joey, Miss Pang, Dad, Mum, Edwin, Mark, YiYing, YiChen, Jasper for coming down to support me.
And of cos, special thanks to my parents, bestie and dear for the support all this month. I'm sorry to make you all worry, I'm sorry for neglecting you all.. I dont know what to say, but just thanks.. :)

Anyway, enjoy the videos.

p.s Apologise. I couldn't find the Part 1.
p.p.s I will update more with photos!

2009-03-31T23:48:00.002+08:00

2 more days to concert!

Looking forward, yet don't wish to end.

Contradicting isn't it? My body is breaking down soon, the irritation gets from the preparation and stuffs, the scarification of time, trying out my best yet it's not good enough, and the hours of cleaning up yet it still get messy, and many more.. However, it's just these little things that make my holiday a wonderful one. At least I know I'm enjoying and spending it wisely. ^^

Anyway, will update again soon after the concert. ^^

note to self:
Don't just do my best, do Ryan's best..

p.s a bowl of home-cook noodles by daddy is just the perfect medicine for everything ^^

2009-03-28T01:20:00.002+08:00

tired and exhausted..

I took 4 years of effort to forgive, I took another 1 month effort to forget, but he just took 5 min to bring everything back... People claim that time will fade things away, I don't agree.. Probably I'm being running away all this while..

Note to self
Can't afford to break down at this moment..

Note to pretty awesome
I will not walk away myself. Promise I will spend time together with you more after the concert..

Loves~

2009-03-24T21:57:00.009+08:00

Flash back to last sat, 20 march..

The start of the day was horrible! Early in the morning, the monthly annoying thing come again, which leads to cramps! Other than that, the unorganise training time irritates not only me, but all rest of the modern dancers. Oh well oh well, let's skip this whole morning and afternoon..

I remembered it started raining very heavily in the evening and stopped 6pm..

Beautiful isn't it. The colour contrast and tone was much better in real life. It simply brighten my mood. ^^

Hot pink nails! Guess it's the rainbow that made me so lighten up til I painted my nails in 15 minutes. ^^

yy dropped by my house first, and we headed to Tampines mrt to meet bestie!

haha! We were bitching all the way from Tampines to Clake Quey. =DD

It was so funny when we were taking this photo! Saw the group of guys behind us? yup yup! they were complaining that they haven't take photos for a long time. haha! We were really tempted to ask them whether want to help them take a photo or not! haha!

Reached Rebel before 10pm. So, I went to grab some sandwiches from 7-11 and head off to the club!

Apparently, the whole thing haven't even start. The crews were still preparing, the club was empty and there wasn't even a single song playing.. Thus, we went out and started rotting along the pubs and taxi stand..

Time strike 11pm, yy's friends reached and head back to the Rebel club again.. But still, the club was empty.. So, cam-whoring time!!

I remembered we ordered drinks and beer, not much. Soon, more people coming in and the dance floor getting pack! After a few cups of drink, I'm high high high!!

High-est moments at the dance floor!

Well well, many many funny incidents happened at the dance floor! haha!! hmmm, lazy to elaborate. =P

Not to forget, bijun's bf came over at a much later time!!

weee weee weee~ continue high for don't know how many hours. haha!

Time strike 3am and bijun need to go home already!! :(( I was still very high and reluctant to leave the place. But no choice, have to work the next day..

ok, let's end this post with a photo with bestie!

Thanks for the night darlings!! I really had lots of fun! ^^

Toodles~

2009-03-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Cam-whoring during dance training at o school. ^^

Promise promise will update with more words very soon!

Do support me and TPDE!! Tickets are on sales now!! Concert will be held on 3th and 4th of April. contact me if you want to buy any!

p.s Can't wait for the clubbing night on sat!!!!

2009-03-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

My greatest greatest apologies for not updating for such a long time!!!

TPDE dance concert will be held on 3th & 4th of April! Tickets are selling at $15 each! And I assure you that this concert will be nice!! so so, do support please!!! SMS me if you want to purchase the tickets. ^^

I believe you will guess it out, dance training is occupying a lot of my time! Not to forget working to earn money!

yup yup, promise promise I will update tomorrow!

Loves~

p.s can't wait the dinner date on friday with my 2 closest besties!
p.p.s can't wait for my concert!
p.p.p.s don't worry, I'm doing fine!!! Although it's really tiring, I just love the way I occupy my time now. 2 words to describe, enjoyable and blissful. ^.^

2009-03-04T00:55:00.004+08:00

well well, too much photos taken. So these are some of the photos taken on the first day of my birthday celebration..

p.s. Will update more soon.

2009-03-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

it's over...

Although I will be awake in the morning with a wet pillow, I will be strong and smile.

:)

p.s. I will upload photos soon~

2009-02-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

Time strike 12, and now I'm 19. Yea, great. Happy Birthday to myself.. *roll eyes*

Just guess what am I doing now, MUGGING!

It's ok to study the module that I am confidence in, or I prepared long ago. Pissed, that's all I can say. Emo? Absolutely no! I'm not sad, I'm just getting really pissed at myself, really.. Pissed at myself for not working hard, pissed at myself for not paying attention during class, pissed at myself for not preparing eariler, pissed at myself for not able to control my emotion well, and pissed at myself that how slow my brain work.

As for how I celebrate my birthday, stay at home mug the whole day! YES! and is studying the module I hate and no confidence at all! how great....

I won't surprise that I won't score well this sem. I won't blame anyone, I will only blame myself. Time management, seriously bad at time management. I could hardly concentrade, many things are running in my mind....

And I assure myself, this will be the final last time...

2009-02-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the first paper, and I left with 7 more days to the end of the whole examination.

To be frank, I'm lack of energy. My body is freezing, head is very heavy, and my throat is hurtful and itchy. Despite having 9 hours of sleep, I'm not fresh at all. Didn't have a nice rest at all. Well, I guess this is the result of last minute study...

As for tomorrow's paper, I probably have 50% confidence level? Although it is one of my most confidence module, I'm afraid. Well, I'm afraid for all the module, especially MBS.

Alright alright, let's change topic..

Check out the TPDE blog, they made an announcement that there will be everyday class in march. For your info, the concert is 1 month away and they haven't even confirm the theme, and not even a single choreography. I don't like at all. I just feel it's not a dance anymore, it's just like project. Rushing and rushing just to meet the deadlines. I was really looking forward, but now I don't...

hur, things are not going in the right way...

p.s sorry for the complaining.. back to study..

2009-02-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

a gift from her, a person who always support and stands beside me..

Thanks, thanks alot..

2009-02-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

Flash back to 6/2/2009

HAPPY BIRHTDAY KUKU!!!

I'm lazy to type, so enjoy the photos. ^^

Cam -whore in the toliet. =p

and head to kuku's house..

Not to forget, birthday boy must be thrown into the pool!

that's all. ^^

toodles~ time to sleep!

2009-02-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

screwed, mood totally screwed.

I couldn't figure out how to do accounting. note, is no idea how it was done, and this is worse than unable to balance at all!

Turned to study psychology. yet, it's not very nice either! nothing, simple nothing gets into my head. all the concepts and psychology terms are just so 'easy' to memories. Understanding is easy, but the memorizing of those terms and concepts is killing me!

I need a break, a really long break from studying. Now, i really have a huge temptation to ignore everything and jolly well flunk my result.

alright alright.
*chill chill*

Gonna grab some chocolates and a cup of coffee.

*off to study*

2009-02-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

mood check : semi high!

Don't ask me why, I have no idea either. =DD

So, projects are all complete!! except except one final presentation on Tuesday and the rest are all exams! weeee~! soon, it will be exams and it will be HOLIDAY!!~~~

2 weeks later will be valentine's day. Out of no where, I'm looking forward to it!! =DD well well, maybe I have some sweet ideas for bf. ^^
After valentine's day will be my birthday!!! Confirmed that I will open a chalet and bijun will help me organise!! THANKS THANKS!!
After my birthday will be TPDE dance concert!!! looking forward those late night training and performing on stage!!

weee~ weee~

alright alright, back to study. ^^

2009-01-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

I just realized that I have a lot of things not complete. Check out my schedule and deadlines in 2009~

1. MBS access online test - 13/1/2009 DONE!
2. OB project submisson - 16/1/2009 DONE!
3. Business Stat Test - 19/1/2009 DONE!
4. Psychology project submission - 22/1/2009 DONE!
5. OB project presentation - 23/1/2009 DONE!
6. Financial Accounting 2 test - 23/1/2009 DONE!
7. Econs project submission - 28/1/2009
8. Psychology project presentation - 29/1/2009
9. Psychology online MCQ test(coverage of 6 topics) - 1/2/2009
10. MBS online tutorial - 1/2/2009
11. MBS project submission - 2/2/2009
12. MBS project presentation- 3/2/2009
13. Bus stat online quiz - 6/2/2009
14. Psychology written exam - 7/2/2009
15. FINAL EXAMS FOR ALL SUBJECT!! - 20/2/2009 to 26/2/2009

hur hur hur~

I can't relax during cny. :( If you notice, my birthday falls during the exam week! :(((( but but, i will be openning a chalet after my exams! i'm still waiting for an the answer from my mum ^^

so people, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

will update soon. ^^

2009-01-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

hohohohohoho~

I'm very high now! =DDDD

I'm having a presentation in the morning, and a test in the evening. I was stress just now, but now I'm very excited!! =DDD and guess what, I haven't prepare my speech for the presentation, and I didn't study much for the test. But but, I totally dont have mood at all!!

BECAUSE!!!!

tomorrow I will be eating frog porridge with bestie, jieqiang, shuang sheng, joanne and jingyu!! yes yes, the fav, fun-est and closest group of friends!!

I feel really bad to push away my poly classmates dinner. But but, I rarely see my closest gang. sorry peeps~ ^^

*big wide smile* flashing on my face now!! I'm in a super good, high and happy mood!!

Time check ~ 11.30pm.
I better stay my work now instead of fooling and high-ing around. I will be meeting my projectmates at 8am in the morning.

Toodles~

wait wait.. one last thing to share.......

yup, it's my tpde modern dance instructor did for us. =DD cant wait for his next lesson, and cant wait for the major concert at march!!

2009-01-17T02:12:00.002+08:00

The cooling wind blowing through my face. Only have one word to describe, comfortable.

Had been staring at my laptop screen for hours, chatting and doing projects. Doing projects was boring, but the chats with friends was meaningful and wonderful. I had few of my friends(some close, some not) came to me and tell me that they found someone they love. It's just so sweet and touching knowing more people found their happiness. But, my closest one haven't. I just hope one day, your prince charming will appear, and I hope it's reaching you soon..

As for me, I'm fine. My relationship is always good ^^

School is really taking so much of my precious time. I left with 3 projects, 2 written test, and 1 online quiz. Chinese new year is just a week away, I haven't buy any new clothes.

My parents were asking me to stop working. I don't want to. I love working, I love the job. I love interacting with people. It's just a comfort feelings whenever I saw my customer brought something they like. The smile on their face worth everything...

I was looking at the dark sky, and realised there's quite a numbers of visible stars shinning above me. It make me recall about the moments at the beach with bestie and bf. The chilling time with bestie, and the sweetness moments with bf...

I miss it....

2009-01-15T21:01:00.007+08:00

Flash back~

Friday 9/1/09 - Day 2 of TP open house

Pulled myself off the bed and headed to school for OB tutorial at 9am. I hate 9am class, not only need to wake up eariler, the morning traffic is the one that is really annoying. The bus will always be very pack, make my feel like an auntie rushing and squeezing with the rest. It will be worse if it's a hot morning.

Anyway, had a 2 hours of tutorial and 1 hour of lecture in school. After which, I went to meet the rest at TCC for a rehearsal for the performance on Saturday. Did some stage marking and the lighting. Supposedly, we planned to end everything by 1 and head down to Fort Canning for the Almuni Night performance. However, everything was delayed and we only managed to complete everything at around 2.30pm. We haven't had our lunch, and haven't even collect our costumes we ordered the day before.

So, we split into half. Half of us will go down to fort canning first, and the other half will cabbed down to Tampines Mall to collect the costumes. Bernice, Marika, XiangYing, and I faced a very unreasonable taxi driver! The idiotic taxi driver was not willing to wait for us, and literally chased us out!

We had no choice but to get out off that annoying cab and rushed to the pushcart. Thought that everything will be fine, the lady will be there with our costumes and receipts. But!! The lady wasn't there, it was another sales person. Guess what?! She had no idea about anything! Which means, our costumes and receipt wasn't here! Such a lucky day. *roll eyes* Unwillingly, we change from 4 red dressed to 4 white dresses. The red dress is really goreous, and it really nice on stage with the 4 pink dresses. :(

After dealing with an annoying driver, then to another annoying costumes incident, we hailed another cab down to Fort Canning. This Taxi driver is way nicer and more friendly compared to the pervious one. He drop us down at park mall and introduced us some nice and cheap food at Park Mall.

After having our meals, we marked the stage, changed, and had our makeup done. With much more extra time left, we took lots of photos with the scenery as it's super nice!

Simple and nice area for the almuni gathering.

toilet shots..

reflection..

Randoms, and fooling around..

Here come the nice senery shots.

More photos are still with Marika! ^.^

So, had our performance around 8pm. I guess the performance is nice, if not the guests wont stop what they are doing and watched our performance. The claps and cheer were loud after our performance. ^.^

We slacked, gossips and eat more food from the buffet. =D Had tp mass dance for the finale!

Even though I'm so sick of the bleeding love item, I had lots of fun with the dancers! ^^

Saturday 10/1/09 - TP open house Day 3

Woke up around 7am and get ready for another performance at 10am! All of us was really tired. After the performance, we went for lunch and had another another performance at 2.30pm. yes, and that's the final bleeding love performance! =D

I promise, that will be the last time I'm performing the item...

2009-01-14T23:51:00.004+08:00

Flash Back~

Thursday 8/1/09

It was TP open hse Day 1. Well, i had a performance with TPDE modern dancers.

Met at 12noon at TAC studio. Problems start to occur. We planned to borrow grey cardigan, however it wasn't enough. We thought it's enough, really. know why? It's because the hip hop dancers borrowed the grey cardigan and 'desgin' it. So, we have no choice but to wear jus a white top and black flowy pants. Next, we realised we were short of one black flowy pant! But thank goodness, we managed to find one extra.

So, we settled down, had our meals and make-up. All of us were aching from the pervious night modern class. terrible~

Performance starts! Whole performance was rather smooth, just that there's some errors here and there.

After the performance, we went back to the studio to rest and cam-whoring. =p

messy studio..

i want to be @ tp i want to be.

couple of the performance. =D

& finally a group photos.
I love them a lot a lot.. =D

After all the packing, slacking and cam-whoring, we went to find fyanne to collet our money for our costumes. Ya, i know we just end our performance on Day 1 and why are we still buying?!? Well, we only realise that we had a budget of $200-$300 for our costumes the day before Day 1. On top of that, we are so sick of the white top and flowy pants!

While waiting, we joined in the Mass Dance, Chicken Dance, and TP school songs. I must say, we had lots of FUN! It just shows that TP life isn't only just studies! =D

Finally we got our money and took a bus down to Tampines Mall.

Had our dinner at pastamina first as there's still 30% discount! After which, we went to a numbers of shops to search for some nice dress. Finally, we found a rather plain and simple dress at a pushcart. We decided 4 pink and 4 red dress! I must say, it will be much much better compared to the white top and black flowy pants.

home sweet home~

p.s i will updated again soon!

i miss you.

2009-01-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates!

I was really busy since wed.

It was modern dance training on wed!!! I had just learned a new chero from Ryan. I love it! oh well, never once I dislike Ryan's chero. Back to his chero... The song title is God's Will. All his chero really makes me feels something. hmm, how should I phrase it. Maybe I could say it this way, dance with emotion. Not all the chero have such feelings. I think, a good performance must have both technique and emotions. A really good performance touches people, instead of impressing people.

I'm still learning.. One day, i want to chero a whole item that will touch people..

Thur, Fri and Sat was the bleeding love performance. It's over, but some how i miss it. note, it's not missing the bleeding love item, but it's the preparation. Well, it's hard to explain. It's all the laughters, sharing of food, applying make ups for each other, rushing to stage etc etc.

I guess, this is why my school life aren't that bored afterall.. ^^

I think 2009 will be a wonderful year for me! Even though i'm always complaining that i'm very packed with things, everythings is getting better now!

p.s i promise i will post the photos soon. ^^ i have tons of photos to upload.

2009-01-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

tired~

Suddenly, I feel there's many things need to be completed. Project deadlines are all coming up, school dance training is having more classes due to the coming performance, exams seems to be getting nearer. My ballet teacher even ask me whether I want to open a few ballet classes on my own. I feel so pack and busy. I'm committed to so many things. Things like school work, dance in school, ballet, ballet teaching course and part time job. Not to forget, spending time with bf, friends and family..

Sometimes, i just couldn't stand those ppl are just so free, and all they did the whole day is just slacking at home. I can't be like them at all, just one whole day at home without doing anything will drive me crazy.

Hur~ I need more than just 24hours a day...

2009-01-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

A new year, a new beginning! Let's put down all the unhappy moments in year 2008, and move on! ^^

I do have ups and downs in 2008, I believe everyone will. However, I do enjoy a lot. I laugh, cry, angry. I learn and I grow. Even though sometimes I act like a kid, the way I think about anything is different now. I guess, 2008 is a break through for me. Think about it, graduate from secondary school that I had studied for 5 years, and entered a whole new environment. I guess it's a different experience.

Still,

I met wonderful friends in TP

Not to forget,

secondary school buddies I will never forget them. ^^

Nevertheless,

bijun never fails to leave me alone. =D

So, new year countdown was rather quiet for me this time round. I just went to watch a movie with bf. But I do enjoy myself just spending some quiet moments with bf.

He's every little action never fails to touch me. ^^

As for new year's resolution, I haven't thought of any...

anyway, anyway, I shall end here..

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!

2008-12-25T22:26:00.012+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Wonderful christmas eve night with wonderful people! ^^

Started off with dinner at central with Shuang Sheng, Jingyu and Bestie!

mine mini udon, and jingyu's regular chicken curry or something else.

Night view right beside our seats..

Cam-whoring in the toilet. =p

The chirstmas tree outside central shopping mall..

candid..

Afterwards, head to the Double C's pub. Not to forget, joanne and bf came to meet us. ^^

I had lots of fun that night! ^^ Looking forward to new year eve. Hopefully will have anothr chanc to celebrate with them again.

Will update some other time.

CYA!

2008-12-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

Don't worry, I'm not abondoning this blog. I'm just either too lazy to update or I have nothing to blog about.

Exams were over last friday, and i started work on Sunday. Currently, I'm transfered to Vivo city's outlet. Indeed, it's very tiring. I must admit, I'm earning a lot of commision at vivo compared to century square. But, I still prefer to work in century square. The staffs at vivo are not friendly, and the customers are all very demanding! It's not an easy job at all. On top of that, I need one an a half hour of transport to reach vivo. Nevertheless, the total transport expenses will increase. Oh well, everything has pros and cons..

Alright, enough of the complain...

I think I didn't mention about postcard bestie give it to me. I was thinking..take a rest..Probably, I want to go overseas. Travel around the world, or even curise I dont mind. I need to get close to the natural.I'm starting to get 'not happy', sick and afraid of the human world...

Alright, time for rest. Hopefully modern class won't be cancelled tomorrow, I'm really looking forward to it..

2008-12-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

Introducing.. My true, best, great and closest friend..

PAN BIJUN!

She's the only one who truely understand what I want and what I need
She never fails to make me laugh with all her nonsense
She gave me a sweetest 18 birthday surprise
She make one and only watch in the world for me
She never fails to buy what I'm craving for ages
She never ever leave me alone when I need her
She always stay with me whenever I'm down
She always knows when I'm not feeling good
She never fails to support me
She never fails to encourage
She never fails to do something to make me smile from deep inside my heart
She always surprise me
She always make me so touched
She just know what I'm thinking even I never tell her
She never fails to scold me whenever I did something wrong
She always take care of me
She teaches me what's right and what's wrong
She always give me courage
She...
She is one of the most important people I need to survive and smile in this world
She is my one and only true friend..

and, thanks.

Thanks for the letter.

2008-12-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

MBS MBS MBS~
please let me understand you
please get into my brain..

too much things to understand, too much things to memories. I did study and prepare in advance, but now i just don't understand a shit. I tired my best memories and understand the first 5 chapters. I though I get everything into my head, I though I won't face a lot of problems trying out the past year paper. However, I don't know how to do 85% of the whole paper!

bad, totally bad.

Now, the very first time, I want to give up on a subject, on this particular subject. I don't want to go for the paper tml.

:(

worse, I still have one more chap to go. On top of that, I have one more paper at 9am in the morning, which I haven't even touch it.

Pray. Pray that what I studied for the first 5 chap will be covered at least 50% of the paper. Please, at least a pass please...

demoralise, totally demooralise..

2008-12-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

My apologies for the lack of updates.

Well, I have been studying since last monday. Now, I'm just so bored of studying, really. Just think about it, my life during this whole week was just going to school, went straight home after school to study or watch TV. There's no dance in school neither am I working. One word to describe, boring..

Still, mummy is so sweet of buying a whole big bag of pocky for me!

Almost forget, went for a movie date with bf on friday! We watched 'bolt'. Well, I will give 4 out of 5 popcorns! The pets in the show are soo cute, especially the dog!! There are some part that is really funny. In short, Bolt is a highly recommended movie! ^^

Had my very first co-teach class with miss pang on Saturday. It's a very different experience I must say. In the past when i teached little kids, I will either be alone or with my firend. This time round with miss pang, i learned a lot from her. She shared with me all her past experiences teaching, and even the path before she starts teaching. Now, I'm looking forward to the next class! It's just so heart-warming to see the kids improve after I correct them. Not to forget, the kids are so cute! They just don't fear to show any emotion out! In short, they are just so adorable. ^^

I really don't mind to be a ballet teacher in the future. Note, there's a different between I don't mind and I want. Well, i need somemore time to think about it. But there's one thing i can comfirm, I will not be a accountant. haha!

X'mas is coming!! To be honest, I have no idea what am I going to do during this year's x'mas. But I'm just looking forward to it!! =D

hmm, if there's really a santa, i would want these...
1. a pretty pretty camera
2. ipod touch
3. 2000 pieces jigsaw puzzle
4. macbook
5. party party party!
6. donuts!i want tira-misu, double chocolate, orange, oreo, peanut butter and strawberry favours.
7. a little sweet sweet surprise(i miss surprises!)
8. frog porridge, i miss it
9. tour around the world with family, bestie and bf!
10. flowers!
11. please, let me know which path i should go for my future..
The list will go on and go. But what i really want is......i not sure. suddenly, i feel there's no excitement in my life. Well, maybe I'm starting to step out of my little own world.
okay, maybe if there's a santa that will really make one wish come true; I wish I could be a little kid again, a kid that is well protect, happy and with zero worries about anything and everything.

Alright alright, back to studies.

toodles~

2008-12-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hur.. I really love this sony T77 camera, especially the pink one!

but brother just simply refuse to buy this. :(

well, i know sony's camera are more expensive yet the quality isn't that good. But i simply love the design and the colour. I doubt that canon or nikon have such beautiful cameras.

2008-11-30T02:37:00.002+08:00

A quick update before heading to bed...

Friday.
As usual headed to school in the morning and started working at 3pm. Indeed, another tiring yet meaningful day. I had hours of talk with my manager, mark. Well, we were talking about life and my future. I totally agree/understand to what he said, and I learned alot. But, I still can't 100% sure what I want to do in the future. I need sometime to think..

Saturday.
Went for ballet in the evening. I had another talk with Miss Pang. Now, i decided to sign up the RAD teacher course. Like what Mark and Pualine told me, try everything when I'm still young. Money can earn back, time can't.

but... I don't know, I'm very confused..

In short. Although I know accounting is not my cup of tea, I'm still studying as I don't have the confidence that I will be a good dance instructor.

How I wish I will never grow up.. How I wish I could just live in my own world, with no worries at all..

Still, thanks Mark, Miss pang and Pualine. It does give a big knock on my head. I truly appreciate it.

2008-11-27T23:46:00.004+08:00

I have a beautiful story to share...^^

Once upon a time.....

A cute little boy, named isaac was born. He grew up and entered Pasir Ris Secondary School. One fine day, he saw a tiny little girl, named xueying, walked across his classroom. At that point of time, his heart miss a beat. He told himself he will approached her.

On 14th feb 2003, Isaac came back to Pasir Ris Secondary School to pass Xueying a valentine's day gift. On 25th feb 2003, Isaac came back to School to give her her birthday present. Few days later, Isaac tried to ask Xueying out for a date. She rejected him again and again. Soon, She was attached to some other guy...

Around August 2006, Xueying started to contact Isaac. Since then they get closer and closer.

Novemver 2006, Isaac was invited out for a dinner with Xueying's family.

But, they were still in a complicated relationship..

And finally, Xueying accepted Isaac on 27th November 2006..

The moments Isaac cam-whore with Xueying many times..

Their 100th days date..

Their 3 months anniversary date at East Coast Park..

Their Countdown to 2007 date..

Their Valentine day date in 2007..

Isaac cooked the yummy-est bacon pasta for Xueying during her preparation for O levels..

On Xueying's 18th birthday..

Their sweet moments..

Their sentosa Trip..

It's just him and her.. 2 years had passed, they argued and they laughed.

And they will live happily ever after..

THE END!

HAHA! i know it's very lame. =D

anyway, another nice video to share..^^

tata~ time to study. ^^

2008-11-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

Monday blues...like hell.

I hate monday, totally!

2 more weeks to mid sem test, 3 more weeks to holiday! I'm looking forward to the holiday, not the mid sem test.

but still, i can't find any motivation to study now...

bf, i miss you..

2008-11-23T22:38:00.001+08:00

Olivia - Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2008-11-23T22:24:00.001+08:00

Try it..

www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY DEAR!!

2008-11-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

Cam-whore before heading to school. ^^

Attend 9am OB tutorial this morning but i didn't pay attention much. =p

After which, went to meet 'red hot bloody' dancers for make-up and warm up. If you're not sure, i had a mini performance outside TP library this afternoon.

oh well, girls always love taking photos right! so enjoy!

not to forget, taking photo of myself. =D

talk about performance, it wasn't good at all. First, the music was too soft at the start hence they repeat again and again unknowingly. Second, all our timing was very different. Third, the space was way too small for us. Think about it, i almost knock onto the big speaker, i shifted my position either front or back to make some space for myself and i kicked people/ they kicked me a few times. One word, messy..

anyway, it's over... :)

After performance, accompanied bestie to National Library..

It was my first time being there! I think it's beautiful with so many tress around. The building is nice too with lots of full length glass.

Not to forget to mention, the library was very quiet compared to TP library and Tampines library. heh! I think i found another good location for studying!

Time is now 1am and I'm still blogging! I planned to complete 3 subject tutorial qns and psy online quiz. hur hur hur~ note, it's not because i'm resting or what. I was busy with bf's present!

talk about his present, i'm so sad, disappointed and angry over the outcome of his present. I spent 4 hours doing it and i think it's not nice at all! :(

oh well oh well, i should get started on my studies..

CYA!

2008-11-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

hur hur hur~

my temperature suddenly rise up to 38 degree.

my nose is totally block..

my throat is painful..

my voice has turned very 'man'

i'm coughing, coughing and coughing..

and i'm freezing..

i hate it, especially bf is not around now. guess he's asleep, his phone is not on. :( my parents are not home yet and i can't find any panadol to make me feel better..

:(

2008-11-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

It's reaching 3am but i'm very awake..

why?

Because i spent the whole morning and afternoon sleeping. =D in other words, i didn't go ballet class. I feel so regret, really. I miss ballet, and i want to improve. However i can't find any motivation to push myself to go ballet.. Think about it, everyday I will be pack with studies, work, dance and many other things.. Sat is the only rest day. alright alright, i know i'm finding excuses. but i just need lots of sleep to replace the lack of sleeps during the weekdays..

well.. maybe it's not totally because the lack of sleeps, maybe because bf was around! =D i just love to sleep like a pig when bf's around.. the reasons i shall keep into myself yea. ^^

I will be working at 10am later. Just pray that i will manage to sell at least one macbook or even imac. come to think about it, i have been working for 2 months and i haven't sell any computers!! :(

so..

NIGHT!

2008-11-14T00:43:00.001+08:00

Amazing - Janelle

The morning cold and raining,
dark before the dawn could come
How long in twilight waiting
longing for the rising sun
ohoh ohoh Oh ooh

You came like crashing thunder
breaking through these walls of stone
You came with wide eyed wonder
into all this great unknown
ohoh ohoh Ohoooh Oohh

Hush now don't you be afraid
I promise you I'll always stay
I'll never be that far away
I'm right here with you

[Chorus]
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing you are...
You are

You came from heaven shining
Breath of God still flows from fresh on you
The beating heart inside me
Crumbled at this one so new once i knew
ohoh ohoh Oooh ooohhh

No matter where or how far you wander
For a thousand years or longer
I will always be there for you
Right here with you

[Chorus]
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing you are...

I hope your tears are few and fast
I hope your dreams come true at last
I hope you find love that goes on and on and on and on and on
I hope you wish on every star
I hope you never fall too far
I hope this world can see how wonderful you are

[Chorus]
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing...

You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing you are...
You are
ooooooo

2008-11-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

School was fine. It was raining this morning, so i decided to sleep for a 2 more hours. =D well, i doubt that i will pay attention in the MBs lec.

Acounting tutorial was confusing to me. i was having a very difficult time doing the tutorial qns last night. and, i'm not very sure with the classwork either. :(

After which is psy tutorial. well, psy is always fun! ^^

It was out with bestie in the evening!! headed to bugis for a quick shop for presents! well, i guess i'm half done for the preparation for bf's 21 bday. still have more to do. ^.^

anyway, home sweet home..

We were bitching on our way home! haha! well, we are still girls yea! ^^

alright, i need to study now so that i could catch more sleeps tonight. i have 3 pimples on my face!! :(

2008-11-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

Miss me people?!?

i know i haven't been updating much recently. My apologies.. I'm so busy with studies and work now, so busy until i could hardly find anytime to meet up with bestie and bf. :(

but but!! sat i was managed to go out with bestie!! She still never fails to be my laughing pills. =D

yesterday, it was dating with bf! Though it's just a simple movie date, i had a wonderful time. well, it's been ages since we last went out for a movie. ^^ Nevertheless, bf stayed over at my hse. it's just so sweet to have some whom u love to hug u all night.

Today at work was so boring.. There's very little customers today. So i started cleaning up the stall. and guess what? i got a deep cut on my finger.

it was bleeding quite badly.. :(

alright, i will update soon when i have more photos yea! ^.^

2008-11-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

strawberry chocolate is LOVED LOVED LOVED!!

2008-11-04T23:57:00.001+08:00

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

i'm so in love with this song. and now crazy dance steps are running in my head..

2008-11-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

Life is fine for me so far. ^.^ there isn't any exciting thing happen, nor is it the best moments in my life. but still, it's peaceful.

guess, i really think a lot recently. note, not thinking those so call 'emo' things, but thinking about life. thinking, how wonderful my life is. thinking, the life of people around me.. it's really sad to read newspaper recently. and somehow, it make me realise how fortunate i am. although it's not prefect, but still i'm happy, really happy. :)

and now, my life is fully pack with school, dance, work, family, friends and not forgetting BF! but school and work occupy most of my time. i really miss my bf. not to forget bestie! it's been quite sometime since i last saw them, especially bestie..

bf's 21 birthday is coming soon! now, i'm cracking my brian to have some wonderful ideas. i wanted to organise a party, but he dont want. :( so, i have a rather crazy idea now. =D

oh well oh well, i should end this wordy post here.

^^

2008-11-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

terrible terrible terrible....

my gastric is so painful now.. :( i cant even do anything. none of the sitting/standing/sleeping position is comfortable for me!

worst, i couldn't find any medicine for my gastric!!

and now, i only left with chinese traditional medicine which is extremely BITTER!!

save me~

hur~~~~

:(

2008-11-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

2 nice videos to share. ^^

2008-10-31T00:55:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2008-10-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

Red hot nails!!

=D

well, i'm not as free as what you think.. it's just that i was tempted by my mum! guess what, we spend 2 hours of painting nails. hard to believe isn't. we were trying different style/colours of painting the nails that's why. to be frank,i dont really like it. i find that it's very mature. but oh well, i'm very lazy to remove and repaint it again..

it's the second week of school and i skipped 2 lec already! i should really go find something to motivate myself to study and score..

tomorrow is halloween night!! bf asked me to join him to go his friend's halloween party tomorrow night. but but i will be working.. :( bf just told me that he might dress like a spy from tf2. interesting!! haha!

alright.. it's time for me to study!

CYA!

2008-10-29T23:41:00.004+08:00

Fooling around with marika's web cam while waiting for the studio to open.. ^^

overslept this morning which result me skipping psychology's lec. i was even planning to skip the make up OB lec at 11. however, my house was too noisy..not only that, i was hungry and my gastric was giving me a little bit of problem..

watching yy performed this afternoon, it's keeping me wonder..how to play it. i just sudden have this huge temptation to go learn some musical instruments now..

i really miss ryan's class.. he had been cancelling the class for 2 weeks.. :(

not to forget, i miss ballet too...

2008-10-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

I AM A HAPPY KID!!!

Sunday-26/10

it was working at apple again! =D

parents came down to have dinner with me! we consumed our dinner at

well, i dont know what does it called. it's at tampines mall B1.

the food was nice!

the prawn were fresh..

sweet sour lycee pork was really nice..

tofu was smooth and yummy..

and the fish was very crispy!

nevertheless, a cool dessert to lighten up my day.. ^^

however, the services there SUX! it was very noisy, and the staffs were so not polite!

forget to mention, this day wasn't my day! the very first customer i served pissed me off. the subsequence customers i served never buy anything! and i broke my nails! :((((

went to find jingyu, joanne, shuang sheng and bestie at a pub near singapore river after work.

the train ride was really bored and tiring... just imagine, the train was packed with people! at 10pm, and it was surprisingly pack!

anyway, the times at the pub was fun. the boss was very friendly. ^^ hope to go back again yea..

didn't get the chance to take a photo with the rest..

Monday - 27/10

work again at apple. ^.^ however, it was a terrible day. my head was in pain and i'm having a very big flu..

Tuesday - 28/10

TODAY! school of cos..

will update soon yea. ^^

2008-10-26T12:13:00.002+08:00

~LUCKY~

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft Colbie Cailat

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

2008-10-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

first i would like to start off by saying..

THANKS PAN BIJUN!!

she went all the way down to city hall to buy donuts for me!! yes, it's cityhall!!

yes, it's donut factory!

AND!!

it's all the taste i want!

I LOVE YOU LA!!! =D

anyway, school was fine today.. surprising, i was earlier than my friends! HA! i was really sleepy and tired during the lec today. i could hardly pay attention, and i guess i was stoning most of the time.

so, went to work after school.

i love working at apple! great job, great environment and great people!

more stocks arrive today! which includes the new MacBook!! all of us were so happy, finally we have something to sell! =D

not to forget, we were having so much fun today!

we just happily take out all the MacBook and iMac and messed up the whole area!

and we make it worse by running over it! HA!

but afterall, we still clean up everything. =D

in short, i had a fun day today! donuts just lighten up my day!

PAN BIJUN!! thanks so much! i'm really very very touched.

p.s bf is coming over very soon!!

whee~

2008-10-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

School was..... (wait, i cant find any words to describe) as usual..

note, it's not bored in school. it's just that, my cliques never fails to make me laugh! let me show you..

After the MBS lec(which ended at 10am) , we were discussing where to go as the next lesson is at 2pm.. At that point of time, yiying just kick yichen's slipper away!! and, it's FAR away!!

saw the red mark? yup, that's the slipper. and i tell you, the slipper almost fall off! haha..

in short, they never fail to be my laughing pills in school. =D

anyway, we decided to go yichen's hse and consume our lunch there!

not forgetting cam-whore yea!

had dance training at 8pm in school. well, let me think.. hmmm... it was scary, exciting,stress, fun and tiring. just for your info, i will be performing during the TP ARTs Fest outside the library! anyway, back to the dance class.. we tried out a new lift today! at first, it was horrifying, really. nelson (my partner) just lift me so high up! it felt as though he just throw me up and not supporting me at all! i was so scared until my palms sweat! and because of that, my hands tend to slip. so far, it's getting a little bit better. hope that it will be a sucess during the performance. but now, my waist have some finger prints! guess is nelson grab it too hard just now. on top of that, guess i need to reduce my weight as not only i gain weight and he complained that i was heavy! :(

anyway, time to sleep!

NIGHT!!

2008-10-23T00:43:00.003+08:00

Just received photos from mandy taken on the dance chalet.

so, enjoy..

well, well, i know the chalet was 2 months ago. but stil, since there's photo, i just post it! =D

currently, i'm taking a break from studying. yes, studying! true, it's crazy to start study now when it's just the first week since school starts. but you see, i don't want to panic the day before the paper.

to be honest, i'm still haven't get into the study mood yet.. :(

still, mummy is so sweet..

brought cookies for me! and it does boost my energy!

my life isn't perfect, neither it is very beautiful. i do get upset or disappointed over some little things every now and then. however, i'm satisfy and happy of what i'm having now.. my family, my friends, and not forgetting my beloved bf..

Loves...

2008-10-21T23:57:00.004+08:00

Sexy Love by Ne-Yo

Sexy Love - Ne-Yo

My sexy love... (so sexy...)

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch
And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

Sexy love girl the things you do(Oh baby baby)
Keep me sprung, keep running back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest drug
Just enough
Still too much say that I'm simp and I'm sprung all of the above
I can't help she makes me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Oh, babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

Sexy love girl the things you do(Oh baby baby)
Keep me sprung, keep running back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up
Keep on lovin' 'til it goes back down
And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch
That's why I'm always keepin' you around... my sexy love

Sexy love girl the things you do (things you do baby)
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you (keep me runnin' back to you)
Oh I love (I love) making love to you
Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

Sexy love girl the things you do (sexy love)
Keep me sprung, keep running back to you (runnin' back to you)
Oh I love making love to you
Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch...

p.s i know it's an old song, but i just feel that it's nice.. ^^

2008-10-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

bf is missed!

just to let you know, this photo was taken 2 years ago. =D

sorry for the lack of updates. i was really busy working last week.

so, today was the first day of school! i was really excited yesterday! haha. everything just when was normal, nothing much. just that, i find it's really hard to concentrate in lec when the noise level is really high.

actually, i planned to complete all the tutorial qns just now. as for now, i'm just too lazy. well, maybe i still in a holiday mood. =D

oh well oh well, i shall end the post with my cam-whore picture i took in the morning!

^.^

2008-10-19T23:46:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!!

2008-10-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

*blink blink*

2008-10-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

Lunch with my parent at IKEA!

*thumbs up*

By the way, the princess cake is nice! please try!! not forgetting the meat balls and chicken wings! =D

After which, we went Giant..

Blah blah blah...

Anyway, it was working again. today i worked 9 hours straight without any break! crazy isn't it? well, i just want to earn more money since there's endless of customers approaching us.

not to forget...

i got my uniform!! it's 100% cotton. =D and, it's very comfortable!

alright, time to rest!

GOODNIGHT!!

p.s kuku me! i just replied bestie that i'm going to fetch her tml! LAUGH OUT LOUD! well, actually i planned to give her a surprise.

2008-10-11T23:54:00.004+08:00

SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES!

i was really busying working for this whole week!

for your info. i'm currently working at Century Square, at Best! i'm promoting apple products! surprising isn't it? i'm always very unsure about any computer-related products. until now, i don't have that much confidence to approach customers and convince them to buy. simply is, i myself not even sure how good the product is! LAUGH OUT LOUD! however, i'm working very hard. =D i did my homework, meaning i do read up as much as i could. but still, there's still many things for me to learn.

anyway, if anyone of you want to buy ipod/macbook/imac or anything related to apple.. please come find me! sad to say, there's no discount because i'm not a comfirm apple staff yet. but, at least let me earn some commision! =D

out of work..

friday was my off day, means it's BF day!

i was searching my wardrobe, thinking what the hell i should wear?! so...

i guess, a plain black dress will be fine. =D

anyway, we went to watch the Eagle Eye movie. i felt that it's not a very good action movie. as what bf had said, there's no plot. it's just simply endless fighting scene.. in short, not a highly recommended movie to watch. ^^

BESTIE IS COMING BACK SOON!

PEOPLE! anyone want to join me to go fecth her back on monday 5pm? let me know yea!

*update*

i just recieve my schedule for this coming week!

Mon - 10am-4pm

Tues - 10am-10pm

Wed - 10am-5pm

Thur - 10am-10pm

Fri - OFF!!!

Sat - 10am - 3pm

Sun - 10am-10pm

i need money! =D

p.s i really hope friday class outing will be a success. ^^

2008-10-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

New Soul - Yael Naim

New soul - Yael Naim

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

See I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate? try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

This is a happy end
Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

New soul... (la, la, la, la,...)
In this very strange world...
Every possible mistake
Possible mistake
Every possible mistake
Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...

2008-10-03T23:29:00.003+08:00

i was looking back at my post, and i realise i blog very little. =p

anyway, i'm really bored right now. so i guess, i will just sum up what i did over the weekdays..

Monday.
Met bestie for lunch and passed her a little gift i brought for her before she fly off. planned to go for a swim with bf in the late afternoon but it was raining heavily. so, bestie and i shopped around tampines mall.. aftermaths, headed home for dinner..

Tuesday.
As what i blogged, went out with yiying..

Wed.
Planned to go for a swim in the morning with bf, but i was too tired/sleepy. when out for lunch with my family. We planned to go novena for steamboat, but it's not open. so, we headed off to IMM for a late lunch instead. We have our lunch at a resturant called 'streets'. the services were bad, and the food wasn't that tasty. aftermaths, went to look for camera! i really want to buy a new cam.... During evening period, went to meet the 3M person to pass her my time list. on top of that, she passed me another product i'm going to promoter this weekend.

Thur.
Finally, went swimming with bf in the morning. =D however, we just swim for an hour only. well, i guess i will go again next week. ^^ aftermaths, went over to bf's house and stayed over.

Friday.
Nothing much for today. came back home in the afternoon. planned to go jogging in the evening but i'm just simply too lazy. so, i just slack the whole day. one word, BORING!

yup, that's all. haha. boring isn't it? ya ya ya, my life is like this. seriously, i can't wait for school to start. and, i miss ballet. :(

p.s i'm really lazy to go for work tml. well, maybe i just have no idea how am i going to promote this new 3M product.

2008-10-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

as promised, it's out shopping with yiying today! wanted to pull yichen out, but he just refuesd to come out! another no life person! hahahha!

was supposed to meet her 4.50pm at tampines mrt. however, both of us were late! =p

took train all the way down to cityhall to take her pay. she is rich today! haha

aftermaths, had charl's jr for dinner!

my usual double western burger. yiying introduced the chessy beef fries. *thumbs up up up!*

after which, took train down to orchard and shopped at far east. she brought alot, but i just brought 2 tops. i'm not satisfy! i think she brought 1 jumper, 2 tees, 1 top and 1 bag! :( i still haven't buy a bag for schooling! ya ya ya, i know i have a lot bags. but i don't have a really nice one for school! =D

finally, home sweet home!

the journey home wasn't good. the 518 bus driver don't even know how to drive properly! he speed and sudden brake. @#%!&#! it made me sick..

anyway, time for sleep!

NIGHT!!

p.s tml will be having lunch with my family! =D

i miss you.

2008-09-30T00:13:00.003+08:00

04.Miss Invisible - Marié Digby

Theres a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always InvisibleLook a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The begining, in the first weeks of class
But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days been in counting the time
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

2008-09-29T01:33:00.003+08:00

bored bored bored!

bestie will be flying to Vietnam in 8 hours time! and she won't be in Singapore for 2 weeks!! yes, 2 weeks! i wonder how am i going to spend this 2 weeks?!? note, we are not les. it's just that, nobody will go shopping, swimming, chilling and many many other stuffs with me! not forgeting all her nonsense things that make me laugh.

PAN BIJUN! you better come back Singapore on 13oct!

sat - 27 oct 09

work work work! same as last weekend, i was working as a promoter at parkway giant. there was a little problem before i start work. the giant management didn't know there's a promoter coming to promote 3M product due to the limited amount of stocks left. so, they didn't prepare any stand for me! guess how they sovle the problem?!? the management wanted me to go home! at that point of time, i thought it's a good idea. haha. i was very tired. however, the 3M management refused. so, the giant management temproary placed a stand for me. it was very small and i was placed at middle of nowhere! a lot customers complained that i was blocking their way! @#&$#!

the sales wasn't very good. i just sold 11 products. oh well, maybe i wasn't putting much efforts. haha

after work, bf came all the way down for supper! =D

we crossed over the street to have laska! *thumbs up*!

thanks for the night dear..

sunday - 28 oct 09

it's another working day at giant, and it was my LAST day there! the sales was really good! i sold a total of 29 products! on top of that, i had recieved 3 job opportunities from 3 customers i served. but, all the 3 jobs are promoters. LOL!

oh well, bored of reading? nah, here are 2 photos i took from xiaoying's blog..

and finally, my new fav chocolate!

TIRAMISU!!!

i want to eat tiramisu cake!

and and i'm craving for fries now!

not to forget, i want swimming!! was supposed to go swimming with bf today. but it was rainning cats and dogs! :(

update.
tml will be shopping with yiying! =D

2008-09-27T01:18:00.006+08:00

F1!!

i was really really excited! but i was a little bit disappointed when the race starts. i will explain later. ^.^

so, as plan i went giant with my parents in the afternoon. i brought many things, like fruits, ham, bacon, bread, snacks, fruit juice, cup noodles etc... hahaha. i had caused a big bomb on my mum's pocket! hahahha! currently, i'm chewing the prawn crackers i brought this afternoon. =p

went to meet bf aftermaths. had dinner at tm and make our way to F1 location!

just for your information, i didn't buy the tickets. my uncle won it from some lucky draw thing and he don't want to watch it! so he passed it to my dad! out of our surprise, we have a totaly of 6 tickets! each day have 2 tickets! =D but still, the place we sit is not at the finishing line nor it is at the starting line. we were located somewhere in the middle of the race.

the grandstand & the ticket.

the chairs.

the road.

bf said that was a safety car, or something else, i can't remember.

and of cos me!

so yea, there's quite a few entertainment there. food was rather expensive! just imagine, 10 satay sticks cost $10! but still, there was a dance floor located near the grandstand! but it's kind of sad that not much ppl were dancing though..

and the race starts!

i attempted to take photos of the F1 cars! the cars are beautiful!!!

saw a very blur thing on the road? yup yup, that's the F1 car! no joke, it's speeding at a very very fast speed!

oh well, maybe these 2 videos are better..

bf told me that the cars were speeding at around 300km/h!!! thank godness there's no accidents happen. but i would really want to see some little thing happen. hahaha. ya, i know i'm very bad. but really, all we saw is just cars speed and speed across us within a few seconds! on top of that, it's freaking noisy can! the sound is just so loud and high pitch! it really freak me out the first time. so, all those ppl that watching on sat/sun, be prepare! =D

it's home sweet home time!

and we still need to Q up to exit out la!

see, there's so many ppl! the Q was very very long! on top of that, there's many foreigners from the western countries. and i tell you, i feel so tiny and kid at that point of time! the females were about bf's height, and the males were around shuang sheng (180cm++) height!

anyway, it's over! i did enjoyed myself there. though it's very noisy, it's a new and different experience. but still, i dont think it's worth such a huge money to spend on.

tata~

how i wish i don't need to work tml. btw, anyone free next weekend? want to work with me as a promoter? the pay is good! ^^

2008-09-25T23:49:00.005+08:00

Tuesday - 23/09/08

my apology for the late update! that night i was too tired to update, last night i wasn't at home until now. ^.^

anyway, we (me, bijun, jieqiang, shuang sheng, choonyi, xiaoying, & her bf) went all the way down at novena for a steamboat dinner! *thumbs up!*

first, bijun and i waited for jq at the mrt station first! and i tell you, he really dont have a sense of direction! he took a really long time to reach! so, we decided to cam-whore first!

taken by bijun..

and taken by me!

so, head off to the location!

the prawns are sooo fresh! it's still alive when it was served to us! the desserts were yummy! and, thanks bijun for pilling off the prawns for us! ^^

afterwards, we head off for pool!

and as expected, we started to cam-whore!

with xiaoying

with choonyi

with shuangsheng. i know i look very tiny here! but note, he's really very big in size! haha

and finally, jie qiang's laptop!

taken using hjq's laptop..

and finally, home sweet home..

wahahah! i'm damn excited now!! i will be watching F1 with bf tml!! on top of that, tml afternoon i will be going giant with my parents. which means, i can buy lots of tibits and snacks! =D

dec, i will be going hong kong with my family! like finally my brother willing to go out with me and my parents!

and bf, i want to go overseas with you!! although we didn't do much things, the times i spent with you these 2 days are just great! ^^

afterall, i'm a happy girl! even though there are times when i get really emotional and depressed, i am satisfy with my life and the people around me!

loves..

2008-09-23T00:58:00.005+08:00

weee~~

first bestie and i went cityhall. i had my donuts from dreaming it last night!

my fav orange and double chocolate! *thumbs up!*

and bestie started cam-whore while i'm eating..

hahahhaha~

blahhh... i'm very lazy to type..

not to forget, had charl's jr for dinner!!!

i had been craving this for months!!

and finaly, my spendings for the day! borught a bag, a tee, a jumper and a dress! total expenses is $155!!!

but still, i have no regrets! ^.^

though she simles, there's something she's hiding, she can't find a way to relate..

2008-09-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

tired, yet satisfy. ^.^

had been working for this weekends at parkway giant. of cos i will be tired, imagine i had been standing 9 hours straight and busy promoting for both sat and sun. but still, it's better than staying at home doing meaningless things!

so yea, i was located here!

i was promoting 3M product! remember to come find me next weekend yea!

the journey there was tiring. not only the long bus ride, i still need to brng this kuku bag everytime! the company don't allow me to leave it there!

and i tell you, it's heavy!

on top of that, i need to wear uniform.

i know it's really kuku. dont laugh ok!! =D

but still, all i need is just...

a bar of chocolate to cheer up me and boost up all my energy!

alright, time for me to rest! tml will be out with bestie!!!

weee~~~

a nice and meaningful song~

NEYO - MAKE IT WORK - NEYO

2008-09-21T00:06:00.005+08:00

Friday - 19 sep 2008

IT'S PRIMARY SCHOOLMATES GATHERING!!!

there's only 4 words i can describe the whole night FUN FUN, EXTREMELY FUN!! u nv know, how sweet it can be. we were sitting down, talk about all the silly little things we did when we were young. how childish we were, our "so-call" lover, BGF, the quarrels we had in the library and many more! it's nv ending..

so, first met bijun at bus stop and met the rest at ehub. it's kind of sad that linyi and weina couldn't make it.

anyway, we reach the bbq pit at around 6.15..

it's siokying & xiaojun

with jasmine

siokying, bijun & xiaojun

and some other guys..

and here come the food!!

and my fav bbq chicken!! YUMMY YUMMY!!

taken in the toilet..

and the rest candid shoots..

see all the guys were sitting down waiting for one girl to make the fire! BULLY!

even though not many turn up, i had a really great night! thanks gray for organising this gathering! on top of that, your chicken wings were really nice!!

pls, more gathering pls!!!

alright, i need to rest already! i had been standing for 9hours and my ankle hurts now. tml(erm, maybe it's 11hours ltr) will be another 9 hours of standing! oh well, at least it's better than staying at home doing meaningless things =D

dont worry, i will blog abt my work tml night! i had a lot of unhappy things happend while workng today! @$%#@#$

tat~

say it again, i want to hear it one more time..

2008-09-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

went orchard with mummy today!

before that, i woke up way too early so i decided to cam-whore! =D

so yea. met mum 1pm at orchard at orchard. head off for lunch first at west-mia food republic. and i tell you, the fruit juice sux! it's not sweet at all. on top of that, a freaking small cup cost $2.50! but still, the rest of the food is nice. =p

afterwards, we head off for faical at beauty slim! i love the massage, really! it's so comfortable. ^^

went far east for shopping and hoped that i could really buy some nice clothes or even bag. however, both of us never even buy a single thing! either the clothes doesn't look nice on us, or it's too expensive! :( i really dont like the feeling of going home empty hands, especially when i was out the whole day!

so, we decided to take bus 597 home. we waited for half an hour then we realise that the bus wasn't operating at that point of time!!! @$!#@!%# and we waited for another half an hour for bus 518!!

i'm tired..

will be working in the moring at 10am to 2pm. afterwards will be out with bestie and at night will be off to primary schoolmates gathering!!

I AM SO SO LOOKING FORWARD!!

2008-09-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

yea, i'm back from my ballet exam!!

so, i guess everything will be fine. even though the examiner didn't simle at me much, there's one candidate that pissed her off during the examination! it's scary, really.. her sudden change of mood scared me. thank god i know all my work. on top of that, i was very clear and confidence for the free enchanment.. ^.^ but still, nothing is prefect. my pirouettes wasn't very very very on. however, the other 2 candidates didn't turn very well either. BUT!! there's one candidate was really strong! i think she did very well in everything except for the pirouettes!

anyway, it's over!!

btw, i took a photo of myself in a very neat hair style! DONT LAUGH OK!!

haha!

really, i think i look very very kuku!

tata~ i better get some sleep before heading off to modern dance class in tp ltr!

GOOD LUCK CASS!!!

2008-09-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW!!!

today was my final Advanced Foundation Classical Ballet class! tomorrow will be my exam!! JUST LEFT 10 HOURS!!!!

i'm scared, nervous, stress, tense.........

RAWR! i dont know!! i am not relax at all!

pray pray pray i will be much chill and relax in the exam studio. pray pray pray my pirouettes will be VERY on. pray pray pray the rest of the candidates are not very very good dancer. pray pray pray free work tml will be easy. pray pray pray the examiner will be in a good good good mood!

AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

and now, i'm wearing my point shoes and listening to the songs!

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!!!

p.s it's been 2 years since i took a ballet examination, and i think this will be the most important and my final exam.. so i really hope everything will be fine tml..

2008-09-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

i was in tears when i watched the first time. really, it's just so beautiful and touching. i think it's really amazing. i'm speechless...

2008-09-13T02:11:00.002+08:00

Say It Again Acoustic - Marié Digby

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

2008-09-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

come to think of it, i don't have much to blog. chalet photos were not with me now. and the rest is just with bestie..

so, i guess i will just upload 2 photos for today..

anyway, school result is out! my GPA is 3.1 not very good though. ya, i was telling bestie that i dont really want to score that well. but come to think of it, this will affect my diploma cert! and i think i would really want to go uni even though study is not my type. so what i have dance, i still need an extra cert. who knows, maybe one day i will be hit by a car and i cant walk anymore? *touch wood* but really, just go around and everyone know how to dance. i am not a good dancer for sure, how can i sucess in that? so, having a degree cert will be safer..right? so, i must work hard for the next sem!

so, holiday had past for 2 weeks. ppl around me seems really busy with stuffs. as for me, i am BORED!! yes, i have dance lesson almost everyday. so what?! at most 2 hours a day for dance. the rest i will just be rotting at home. work? at most 4 hours a day! so, i am not enjoying my holiday. i am bored bored bored.. i think i need to go find a full time job to make me really really really busy!

ballet exam is less than a week! like finally no more set work! but still, i'm not ready. i still think i'm not there yet. yea yea, i feel that i had improved, but it's not the best yet!

i guess i should slp now. tml will be working in the morning from 10am-2pm, and ballet from 430 to 6.

and this is my holiday...