people are asking me, "aren't you tired/stress? you can handle so intensive dance and ballet?"


yes, i'm tired. yes, i'm stress. but i dont want to stop dancing, i really really dont want to stop. i'm trying my best to cope, but u will never expect me to give up. if i really want to give up, i will give up studies. dance is my life, my passion, and my love.


i have been seeing ppl cant dance bcos they are injured. now i know i have the chance, i dont want to stop dancing..


i guess, only dancers will really understand how i feel.


but still, thanks all those who supporting me. especially my parents, who never fail to wait for me to come home after dance and prepare yummy yummy supper for me..

i thought i will be very free after the concert is over. but now, i have a second thought.....


econs project deadline is jus next monday, and it's again that my group haven't been working on it. *shake head* Main exam is just 2 weeks later...


oh ya! the CSA individual project result is out. i'm not surprise that i get a C though. bcos i know, i never put a lot of effort on it.


had my comm skill individual presentation this afternoon. it was really really a last min work. i totally not prepared at all. i finished the outline this morning, 3am. however, the comments was really good. but still, thanks to yiying who gave me the idea! ^.^


ok..... i'm speechless now.


hmmmmmm.... i think i should start studying now. CYA!


thur will be a chilling day with bestie!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

many photos ahead!

photos with my project mates!

and my best group of TP friends!

and here come all the photos taken before, during and after the concert!

p.s i'm tired. so it's just photos..

p.p.s i screwed up my comm skill paper... :(

i miss you....the old you...

'Dreams' dance concert is over!!!!


after all the hardwork, i know it's worth it! i heard comments that modern items were neat and nice! the audiences did actually feel something!


thanks bijun for recording down the video! even though some of our timing is wrong, it's just so nice la! the feelings are there! i can actually feel it. the timing for the couple part is correct! and i jump on time! in addition, i jump high enough! nevertheless, thanks shu ting for changing the pants with me! it's much shorter. i feel so safe. but still, i think i can do better for my solo part for foong's item.


anyway, it's over! i know all the lack of sleep is totally worth it! i enjoy, i really enjoy it!


no worries, i will update the photos tml. and i will upload more when all my frens send me! seriously, i totally have no mood to study comm skill. i just want to spend the whole night watching the video...


p.s thanks for those who come all the way down to support me! love you!

i'm not well again. =.=


i was having a very bad gastric pain since sat. finally, i willing to get my butt up and head off to the cilent today. guess what, i had gastric infection! 0.0 so wonder it's so freaking pain! :(


i was given 3 days MC, from today to wed. but i want to go to school! i need to go for dance lesson. concert is just this coming friday! wish me luck people! ^.^


yes, i'm very tired. dance is making me having limited amount of sleeping time. however, i had never ever regret learning dance. it's giving me a special and unique feelings which i can never find it from anything else.

i cried, i broke down. i just can't stop....


u read and u will understand : http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/


BESTIE!!! u heard me! u better clear all ur project once my dance concert is over. i will ask u out almost everyday!


bf, i miss you. i know we just met 24hours ago, but i just want to be selfish now. i want you to come over now. i don't want to just spend once a week every night with you. i dont want just one night u kiss me, watch me and say 'i love you' while i'm sleeping.. i want it every night. i'm very scared that one day u will just leave me without any notice....

Finally!! 2 projects and 1 test are down, one more project and exam to go!!! but still, the fact is... i have 2 freaking project presentation on the concert day, and the next day is 30% comm skill exam!


yes, i'm extremely tired. i'm being sleeping less then 8 hours for many days. and i truely believe that next week will be worst as i will have dance lesson everyday until 10pm!!


but still, no matter what i will not give up! just one more week and everything will be over. afterwards, i will go full strength into ballet! i can do it!!! :D


i'm sorry bf, bestie and my parents. i know i'm too busy until i could hardly take out anytime to accompany. i'm sorry dear that i make u very worried. just one more week and everything will be over!! i'm sorry bestie for not taking out time with u for swimming and chilling. i'm sorry daddy & mummy for not going back for dinner for a very very long time.


anyway, time for sleep!!


GOODNIGHT!!!!

sorry for the lack of updates!!! my apologies.. i'm just too busy with dance and projects.

anyway, photos taken yesterday...

stupid communication skills, stupid POM, stupid CSA!


after having so many hours of dance, i hate studying! now, i'm considering, maybe i'm not planning to go uni. i think i would perfer to teach dance rather than sitting in front of a computer 8hours a day.


anyway, i will update with photos tml!

cough cough cough~


i was dancing and coughing endlessly, so can u image how terrible i feel? i'm god dman tired. i want to just lie on my bed and sleep! :D
and there's one item that i will be dancing with a guy, until now i still think it's not good at all. as what my seniors told me, just imagine he's my bf! LOL! i cant! jia you jia you! i must improve, if not i might be kick out! :(


anway, CONCERT IS JUST 2 WEEKS AWAY!!! i'm seriously looking forward to it.


porject dealines are all coming up! CSA, Comm skill & POM are just next week! @$%@!$& my group still have tons of work not completed!


the day after concert will be Comm skills COMMON TEST early in the morning!!!


ballet exam is just less than 2 months away!! even though my teacher did said that i had improve, i still think i will just get a pass! distinction, i want to score distinction!!


well, i guess i'm a bit stress. i almost break down during the 30min bus journey. oh well, probably i'm listening to a very sad song.


but still, i will keep myself happy! and i have no regrets of joining dance seriously.
anyway, bf will be coming over soon, and it will be shopping with bestie around 15hours time? hahahahhahaha! :D

no photos so result to lack of updates!!


if i'm going to update now, it will be a emo & pissing off post.


so conclusion, no updates!


sorry....^^

sorry for the lack of updates!


monday- school, bf, home and sleep

tuesday- school, dance until 11pm, home and sleep

wed- school, bf, dance, home and sleep

thur- working, home and sleep

friday- school, ballet, school, dance, home and sleep


in short, i'm pack! but still, it haven't reach a point of time tired. know why? a very simple reason is, i just love occupying my time with dance! seriously, i dont mind dancing for 12hours a day. hahahha!


clubbing clubbing clubbing! i desperately want clubbing!! i have even thought of what to wear already.


bestie!!! i miss you lar! i want steamboat, i want chilling, i want clubbing!!


chalet!! i cant wait!!


PEOPLE!!! i'm having a dance concert on 25th july, at temask polytechnic!! support me! even though i will just be doing 3 items, just come support me la! i'm not doing ballet, but modern dance.


dear, u look so smart at handsome today! ah!!~ i'm so over you! :D


anyway, GOOD NIGHT!!