at first, i thought i did score well. i did manage to get my result slip from ms cheng. i did pass my english. however, after all the reflection and comparing of result, i broke down. i cried cause afterall i didn't do as good as what i expected.


i aimed for a 9 for L1R4 yet i got 13.
i aimed for a B4 for english yet i got C6.
i aimed for a A1 for e math yet i got A2 again!
i aimed for a A2 for combine humanities yet i got B3.
and i regretted of not retaking chinese because i miss a chance of getting one more A


i worked very hard, really hard. i slept so little hours at that point of time, yet i got 13. what i had targetted, i didn't score it. however, those who didn't work as hard as me did better. i'm sorry it might be hurtful to someone. but i was hurt in some other ways too. i was really happy in before, yet now i'm sad and disappointed. i regretted logging in MSN. those comparing of result pulled me to from a very high and happy mood down to a low and disappointed emotion.


so in conclusion, i'm disappointed in my result.....

p.s my apology. i just have no one to complain to. dear is sleeping now. i tired to keep as few hurtful words as possible

but i still want to thanks bijun who willing me listen to me complaining about my result.