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Sunday, March 25, 2007 Y 6:45 AM

[[depressed]]

don't know why, i feel so depressed since last night. the whole night i could hardly sleep....

went tution alone just now. as usual, in the bus started to hu si lua xiang. though of alot of things. looking at those people outside the street, thinking, who is having a happy live and who is suffering? thinking...

well, shall not elaborate any further.

actually, i should be going out today. actually, i should be studying now since i didn't go out. however, i feel so restless. i don't want to do anything. i just wish to lock myself in my room, looking at the clear blue sky, thinking of all the memories. no matter it's good or bad, years ago or weeks ago. i just want to lie on my bed, hug the huge tortoise which isaac gave me, listen to some slow music and stare into space.

however, i'm in a noisy environment now. gandma was watching vcd and switch on the volume so loudly until i could hear it so clearly, little kids are playing at the playground oppsite the block i live, grandparents are arguing. HUR~ i want to have some peace. can i just have have one hour of quietness.

....please...

Saturday, March 24, 2007 Y 1:27 PM

[[cycling]]

went cycling with bijun today!! i miss cycling so much!!

firstly, we went to TP to give isaac a SURPRISE!! didn't know what time his test will end so we just take the risk.

while waiting, we observed the TP students. HA!

after waiting for around 20min, isaac finally arrive. however, from what i see, he doesn't seem to be surprise at all. =.=' nvm..

afterwards, me and bijun make our way down to bedok reservoir. as usual, took lots of photo over there when we take our break.

after the break, we went TP for our dinner

.yummy yummy chicken chop and it just cost $2.60.

while we were on our way home, it suddenly rain so heavily. =.=' so we have no choice but to walk home..

hahax. i'm such a lucky kid!!

it's grapes. daddy helped me remove the skin and seeds!! i have such a good daddy!! ^.^

did i mention that my mum brought a new printer.

HA! this printer can photocopy too. not forgetting my dearest isaac helped me to install. thanks alot!! ^.^

well, wasn't really in a good mood in school today. the reason, i don't know.. just get SUPER irritated by *her. seriously, she didn't did any wrong, neither nor she irritates me. worse, she never even talk to me much today. but i just get very irritated by *her, for no reason. i always tell myself, put myself in her shoe. if i were her, i will get very hurt. she did tried to communicate with us. however, it wont get back to last time. there will always be a gap in between us. i miss the days, the days when we get so high/crazy everyday. actually, been childish and don't know anything isn't a bad thing...

hai..shall not elaborate any further. time for studying....

[simply HATE school life, i wanna work!!]

Y 12:47 PM

[[In love again - Jancie]]

Hooo

O yea yea yea yea

When u smile

My life becomes a ray of light

Sing me a lullaby

To sleep at midnight

I’ll be hypnotized

when looked into your eyes

Turn off the room light

Let's Spend the night

Chorus

Take me to far away

Away to your secret place

Take my tears my fears

Take all my pain for which I'll repay

Someday with a kiss and say

Can't believe that I’m in love

In love again

When the stars don’t shine

And when the birds don’t fly

And when the flowers cry

And when the rain runs dry

When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue

Baby I’ll still be in love with u

Chorus X2

Monday, March 19, 2007 Y 12:06 PM

went Raffles to change the T-shirt which i brought for my brother as a birthday gift. afterwards went to buy the DONUTS!!

YUMMY YUMMY DONUTS!!

Q-ed for 1 hour and 30 min for these 12 donuts!! it's worth it, REALLY!! and it's not as expensive as you think. it's just $11 only. brought 2 apple donuts, 1 spicy cheese, 2 kaya, 2 double chocolate, 1 strawberry, 2 mocha, 1 orange and the other one i really cannot remember what it is.

anyway, gave 3 for bijun, some for isaac, my mum and dad, and the rest is MINE!!

you might think what's so yummy about the donut? not because of the long waiting, but is the donut itself. it taste really different from others. these donuts taste much softer than the others.

MUST TRY MUST TRY!!

it's a fun experience too!! saw alot of funny things happen. not forgetting, the only way of shortening the Q-ing time is to wish the people in front of you to give up.HA! saw alot of people gave up, but i'm not the one of them. hahax. i'm gonna to Q again, provide i got time. ^.^

school starts TOMORROW!! i haven't finish the homework yet!! wish me luck..

当世人以忘我们时

我以不在回意过去

那天雨下的很大

你对我说：抱歉。

我哭红了双眼

你知道吗？

我的心在一次被你打碎

那样的痛，我无法忘

我流着泪，带着痛，离去

爱的很深，也不过如此

想在抱你，也不过着样

你在我心中留下了伤痕

让我无法在说一次

我爱你，亲爱的。

is this nice? get it from bijun's blog. AND!! it's done by PAN BIJUN!! nice ba...

Friday, March 16, 2007 Y 10:06 AM

[[SICK]]

was looking forward to go with joyce but still have lots of homework haven complete yet. planned to spend the whole day at home to finish all the homework and do some revision. however, in the afternoon i'm having a bad BAD BAD headache. couldn't find any panadol so decided to go take a nap. after the nap, i was feeling worse than before. went to take temperature. guess what! my temperature was 38.5. o.0

even though my temperature now is 38, i'm not feeling better at all!! the headache is still there, and i feel like vomit anything. hur~ hao xin ku..

i still have alot of homework haven finish yet. the holiday will end in 3 days.hur~somebody save me. why must i sick at this point of time. holiday is for enjoying, not suffering.

time for studying.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 Y 1:31 AM

the home-coming dinner was quite boring. the only person i know is isaac tay. lolx. others i totally have no idea who they are as they were all choir members. i feel so young over there as all of them are either same age as isaac or older than him.

not forgetting i saw audrey ytd. miss her so much.

HA! i'm known as "isaac's girlfriend" during the dinner, not xueying. everyone was saying, "you know she is isaac's girlfriend....." lolx. SEE isaac, you are so famous. everyone know you.

after the dinner, went to watch mid-night movie, music and lyrics, with isaac.it's a nice movie. do go and watch. HA! it's the first time i watch mid-night. however, i'm simply too tired until i ALMOST fall asleep. hahax.

it's school holiday!! there's no school for a week. JUST ONE WEEK!!

monday - playing mahjong with bijun, joanne and jingyu

tuesday - shopping with mummy

wed - chemistry lesson in school (morning)

thur - going out with joyce

friday - school service in school (morning) and ballet(night)

well, i'm quite satisfy with this schedule. this one week holiday i will spend most of my time SLEEPING!! once school starts i won't be having enough sleep. not forgetting studying. monday & tuesday i will finish all my homework, the rest of the days will be revision on english and chinese. i must improve my languages.

JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007 Y 5:32 AM

today's ballet class was quite slack as miss pang need to train the other girls for the upcoming ballet exam..

GOOD LUCK GIRLS!!

not forgetting today after class i helped my teacher to teach the baby ballet class. all the little girls are so CUTE!! although they are quite annoying (sometimes), they are just so cute. they will run to you and tell you what they are going to do after class. HA! cant wait to grow up and become a ballet teacher.

oh oh..remember last year i went for the NZ dance tour? this year they are having one too!! can i go? most of my close ballet friends are going. last year only yumei and i went. others we have no idea who are they. hur~ i want to go. can can can? haven't talk to my parents yet. going to ask them later. =p

honestly speaking, i'm looking forward for the home-coming dinner!!! HA! it's a good sign. tell you the truth, in before i don't want to go at all. but now, i can't wait to see all the alumni. and also, *her. HA! who is *her?? well, think only isaac will know.=p

yesterday is the home-coming day. all the prize winners came to school and collect their prize. we also have the sharing period with the alumni. for me, i did learn something from them. i believe we can do it too right? lets work hard together and prove to everyone NA students are not as stupid nor lazy as what you think.

JIAYOU EVERYONE!!

today is our 100days of love. i wonder if that day i never message you, what will you be doing now? wonder what am i now? will i be as happy as i am now? or is it still with daniel yee? or is it all alone at night crying? or you will be having another girlfriend? a girl who is much more better than me? HA!! big question mark.

ISAAC TAY!! I LOVE YOU!!

Friday, March 09, 2007 Y 1:12 PM

School was alright today just that i didn't do the a-math homework which end up been scolded by mr ng. i bet mr ng is very disappointed on us as more than half of the class didn't do his homework. haiz....

we recived our report card today!!

English = C5

Chinese C5

Additional mathematics = A1

Mathematics = A1

Science (phy, chem) = A1

Combined Humanties = A1

note: i'm not showing off my result.

from this result you can see how bad is my languages.i just got 50 for my english. HA! just a pass. i must improve my english. i simply can't get D7 for my english. i only want to study business courses. no engineering courses for me please. i simply have not interest on engineer AT ALL!!

this week is the last week of term one already. SO FAST!! 2 more months is our Chinese 'O' level exam already. all i wish is just a pass for my chinese as chinese is not included in my L1R4. hahax. tomorrow is the home-coming day. the sec 1, 2, 3, and 4N pupils need not go to school. SO GOOD~ not forgetting, sat is the home-coming dinner. the home-coming dinner is just for the alumni, but i'm going. HA! i'm still puzzled on what i should wear for the home-coming dinner. HELP!!!

did i mention that the oven had arrived? oh well, it arrive last sunday afternoon. after such a long time i finally have a oven!!! ^.^ can't wait to bake all kind of food. i want to bake cookies, brownie, cake, bake rice, apple pie more and more. any food that needed oven i will sure bake. you might think how come this oven looks like a micro wave? well, it is a microwave oven. it's a 4 in 1 function. it can grilled, roast, bake and .... cant remember. anyway, it's a auto cook oven too.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007 Y 1:51 PM

i blog AGAIN!!!

aren't i suppose to be studying?

well, i should!! but i just don't have the mood. my mind keep on telling me "xueying, tomorrow then study. since you so tired, so sleep. tomorrow you can study."

CANNOT!!

my result drop already. all the teachers were complaining that i slack alot. cannot cannot!!

STOP SLACKING TAN XUE YING!!

hur~ but i really very lazy wat....i'm not the type who sit down and study. i'm the type who like to move around, who like to do stuffs and not READ!!!i'm so sick of studying. HELP ME!!! i simply cant find a reason why should i study so hard since they are people who are not studying at all!!

someone PLEASE motivate me to STUDY!!

STUDY XUEYING, STUDY!!!

well, just wish to post some images.

i miss you. =p

Y 11:25 AM

WE WON

you heard me?!?

WE WON THE MATCH!! 5A3 WINS!!

i'm so proud of my class. this is not the first competition we won. the CNY celebration we also get top!! i love my class SO much. ^.^

Mr Goh, our class is united!! even though we don't look like but we are. [no offence]]

well, had english oral exam just now. from what i heard from mr zuk, i did quite badly for the picture. the reading was too fast. conversation was not bad..so overall, i not sure. he never say how much i got in total.=.=

i need to study already. byez...

Saturday, March 03, 2007 Y 9:58 AM

[[17th birthday celebration]]

I'M SEVENTEEN!!

24th and 25th of february i celebrated my birthday.first up is with my dearest sistars.

24th feb, met them at 2 at cafe cartel to have lunch together.

.xueying's grilled chicken.

AND

.super strawberry.

IT TASTE REALLY GREAT!! DO TRY IF U GO CAFE CARTEL FOR LUNCH/DINNER.

.xiaoying's and choonyi's crab & prawn combo.

.bijun's and cheryl's St Louis pork ribs.

.joanne's and jingyu's St Louis pork ribs.

.beekoon's salad. healthy healthy!!

.bijun's and cheryl's eastside brownie stack.

.joanne's and jingyu's eastside brownie stack.

THIS TASTE GREAT TOO!! DUN FORGET TO TRY!! MUST TRY!!

after meal, it's time for birthday cake!!

.xueying & choonyi.

.xueying & bijun.

.xiaoying & xueying.

.jingyu & xueying.

.xueying & joanne.

.cheryl & xueying.

.xueying & beekoon.

.xiaoying.choonyi.joanne.cheryl.jingyu.bijun.xueying.beekoon.

after all the meals and phototaking, it's time for the BILLS!!!

.see how much money we had spent just on food. HA!

after the meals, we went to take neoprints. after such a long time, we finally can take neoprints. AND is just 8 of us!!=p but i dont have scanner, so i can't post up the neoprints. tooo bad~

anyway, i want to thanks everyone for taking up your time to celebrate my birthday. love you lots.

afterwards, met up with isaac. went to watch movie, nobbie. it's a nice movie. do go watch. ^.^

25th feb

woke up early in the morning to study. LOLx!! it's my birthday but i'm studying. well, i have no choice. the day after that i have common test. sob~

after studying for a few hours, it's time to have FUN!!

met isaac at tampines mrt station and we make our way down to city hall. afterwards, we made our way back to tampines to meet my parents, my brother and lishuang to have our dinner, DIN TAI FENG!!!!

.xueying's wanton noodles.

.isaac's beef noodles.

.kor kor's prawn fried rice.

.daddy's meat fried rice.

.lishuang's & mummy's fried rice.

not forgetting my favourite dumplings!!

and

desert!!

well, that's all.

today is my parents 23th anniversary!!

guess what!! my dad gave my mum a surprise just now during my mum's lunch break with......

.ROSES!!.

it's so beautiful!! my mum is so lucky!!

LISHUANG!! this is for you.

i remember reading your blog and you said that you forgotten to take a photo of this jacket. so i helped you. anyway, thanks for the jacket. =p

Friday, March 02, 2007 Y 1:40 PM

[[chinese new year celebration in school]]

16th feb 2007, our school celebrates chinese new year.

well, school is rasing fund again. so we can "be yourselves day" if we pay $2. most of my classmate had wore home clothes to school this day.

first 2 periods were lesson as usual. worse, the 2 periods were ENGLISH!! i bet nobody is in the mood in paying attention. after the 2 periods of lesson, it's time for celebration!! we used one period to decorate our class and one of our classmate which is MU SHUANG SHENG!! afterwards, we made our way down to the MPH to watch some performances. guess what!! our class won first prize.

these are the photos....

.classroom notice borad.

.me & shuangsheng.

.our beloved home teacher mdm nisa and mr goh.

HA! they are having fun with the "tummy"

.cheryl.me.xiaoying.choonyi.

.shuangsheng & 5a3 chinese girls.

.CLASS 5A3.united as one.

.shuangsheng, YOU ARE SO CUTE!!.=p

.trying to keep ourselves occupy by taking photoS.=p

.I SIMPLY LOVE MY 'FAKE RED HAIR!!!.

well, that's all for today. it's time to study. i will update more tml. stay tuned.

Y 1:05 PM

[[14th feb 2007]]

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHOONYI!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

this day is the day which i'm looking forward since last year. HA!

was almost late for school today. firstly during the second recess, my cca, CSC was selling roses and chocolates. the chocolates were selling fast. however, roses were not as good as what we though. one of the main reasons is that most of the roses we ordered were half dead. so, we have no choice but to lower thr price from $2.50 to $2 and the chocolates we increase the price from $3 to $4 in order to earn profit. overall, we still earn few hundred dollars, i guess

up next is choonyi's 17th birthday celebration. after school, joanne and bijun went to take the cake as they were released eariler. after our lesson end, we make our way down in the hub. we tried to give her surprise, but i think she should have expected that we will be celebrating her birthday. anyway, now is picture time.

.choonyi's birthday cake. it's very creamy i feel.

well, we did sabo choonyi. however, we never get the chance to take a photo how choonyi look likes with her face full of CREAM!!

while waiting for choonyi to wash her face, bijun just can't stop taking photo of herself. this is just one of the photoS she had took.

after washing up, we just can't stop playing with the cream

everyone is so HIGH!!

and last but not least, it's group photo time!!

after around an hour of celebration, everyone went home or somewhere elas. as for me, i rushed home as fast as i could to meet isaac. well, isaac tried to give me surprise but failed. HA!

these are the valentine's day gifts i received.

first up is famous amos cookies from bijun

next is from jingyu and joanne

lastly is from ISAAC TAY!!

and

guess what!! inside the bag of cookies, there's a heart shape cookie!!

these are the 99 notes i spent my whole night doing it. however, isaac just found 98. sob..

not forgetting this one. i simply love this one so much. wonder you all could see the heart shape or not.