Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Y 3:46 PM
[[27 of jan]]
woke up early in the morning for the science tution at pasir ris. this is the second lesson so far. compare to the monday's class, saturday's class was so much more peacful.
after the tution, met up with isaac and head off for my grandfather's birthday dinner. well, expected only half of my cousins arrived. sad. the dinner was alright. i love the prawns and crab!! it's so fresh and yummy!! not to forget, isaac was busying peeling the prawn skins for me. thank you so much. ^.^ after the dinner, everyone seem so hurry to go home until there's no photo taking. sob.
anyway, HAPPY 2 mth ANNIVERSARY, isaac.
[[28 jan]]
went shopping with cheryl today!! it's the first time went shopping with her. however, she need to go home early. sob. well, kind of lazy to blog. so let the picture do the talking.
the tube dress is so BEAUITFUL!! but it's quite expensive. so final decision, not buying.
just received a picture from isaac tay.
!!!
it's so nice!! poor isaac spent 2 hours editing this photo. thanks you so much. love u lots.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 Y 12:59 PM
[[BAD mood]]
today's mood is seriously BAD BAD BAD!!
woke up early in the morning to study for the a math test. my parents were asking why mus i wake up so early to study since the test is on wed? well, STUDY IN ADVANCE.i can't study everything within a night rite. because of that, i reached school just on time. LOLX! guess what. the first 2 periods is a math and mr ng say test is CANCELLED!! WTH!! both phy and a math were cancelled. LOL! i should not had work so work over the weekend. i should had spend more time SLEEPING!!
today PE lesson as usually we ran. seriously not in a running mood. after recess my PMS was so bad. i get so freak out so easily!! not to forget, the weather was so freaking HOT!! pms, hot weather and noisy class make me so freak out today. my apology if i give ap to anyone. very sorri.
after school i went home asap. i need some rest, i need some sleep!! thou that once i reached home i could take a break. But NO!! my house environment is so NOISY. i dun understand why my grandparents want to on the volume so LOUD. worse, my grandmum even fall asleep when the tv volume is so loud. WTH!! i wonder are they really cant hear or they just want to make the whole house noisy. because of this, i can't slp neither can i do my homework. and this lead to emo and depressed. thou alot stupid things which i know wont happen. not to forget, tears almost flow out of my eyes. now my feeling is better, i guess. however, my stomach and head is so freaking PAIN!!
I HATE IT!!
p.s my apology for updatin all these moody posts.
i wanna dance. one ballet class per week is just not enough for me. seriously, i don't mind dancing everyday even thou i know it will be super tiring. how i wish my house have a dance audition.
Monday, January 22, 2007 Y 11:43 AM
[[time management]]
starting to get a little depressed for no reason again. well, maybe i listen some sad songs. didn't realise my brother's computer got so many nice songs. remembered my pervious post i updated that there's something troublin me. it's alright already. so no need to worry. everything is fine, i guess. HA.
since school starts, i'm goin out with isaac everyday. not to forget, i will sure reach home late. once i reached home, i will finish all my homework as fast as possible then go slp. next morning i will spent a lot of time to wake up. on top of that, i will always fall aslp during the first 2 periods. hai...
friday, my dad talked to me. it's been a long time for not having a chat with him already. he was telling me not to go out with isaac everyday, as he thinks it affect my studies. yuppix, i agree with him. it somehow affect. actually, i'm quite worry. but i thou sooner or later i will get use to it and can handle it. however, i heard from lois that she over heard her parent conversation that i'm affecting isaac's studies too. thinking back, we did neglect our studies. isaac was telling me that his mum always say this. he even ask me not to care about it. well, i will try. but i think we should control. maybe we really spent too much time already. maybe i should listen to my dad. maybe we shouldn't go out so often. maybe we should start studying. hai..i hate do to this, but i have no choice. i don't wish to make my parents worry. i will miss you.
something happened in my class. our dear sihao might be expelled due to some reason. it's sad, really sad. none of us hope to see him leave. everyone agreed to write a letter to the principle to beg her to give sihao one more chance. he has changed. can see he really wish to study. it's his last year and the most imp year. we really hope ms cheng can give him one more chance.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 Y 1:36 PM
[[tired or stress?]]
some people have been complaining that they are feeling stress already. how abt me? well, i do feel stress sometimes. or sometimes rather confused whether is it stress or tired. the short sharp headache is coming back. i remembered i always have this super pain during exam periods thinking back, i haven't realli start study yet, why will i feel stress? or maybe due to the lack of slp? talking of which, since school starts, i had not more then 8hours of slp.
alot people were asking me whether i can cope both studies and BGR together. even my parents seem to be worry abt this. well, it's common. so i have a answer. handling both BGR and studies is tough. it's seriously not an easy thing to do. however, plss dun think tat i will give up. DUN MISUNDERSTAND!! honestly speaking, i'm super exhausted. my life is fully packed. there's no time for me to slack at all!! izzit a good thing? well, maybe. but not to worry, i had a lot of supports from my loved ones. Especially my parents and isaac tay. so not to worry. although sometimes i look very tired, i'm still a HAPPY AND LUCKY GIRL!!
there's a few things keep on bothering me!! well, i shall not tell anyone neither will i post it. let it jus be a deep in secret okie? hmmm. actually, i cant blame anyone. the only person i can blame is TAN XUEYING because it's me who choose this path. well, what is done cannot be undone. sooo, should i dun care or do something to it? I DON'T KNOW!!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 Y 2:52 PM
firstly i wanna apologise for being so rude in my previous post.
anyway, i got my edusave scholarship award. a total of $500 cash!! hmmm, i wonder how am i gonna spend it. well, i thou of spendin $200 and the rest i shall save it. ^.^ firstly, i will treat my family members, lishuang and isaac go eat something NICE!! the rest of the money i will spend it on my SHOPPIN!! anyway, chinese new year is comin soon. it will be on the 18th, 19th and 20th of feb. ^.^
sad to sae, heard from mdm nisa tat comb. hum common test will be on the 23th of feb. which means, durin chinese new year we cant haf fun all the way, we still need to study. sobb.
it's 8th of jan already but i haven start exercise yet!! when will i stop been so lazy? when will i start studyin everytime. well, now my time is QUITE pack. tink i mus realli sit down and start arrange my schedule.i mus prove to everyone tat i can handle both BGR and studies together.
i found out tat ppl haven been updatin their blog since the school starts. ppl, PLS update!! if not i'm the onli one updatin almost every single dae. we can improve our english by bloggin, provide u type in proper english. as for me, i'm trying to type in proper english language. if i did any mistake pls tell me, i'm not telepathic [ hope i never use it wrongly] jus to let u neo, telepathic means reading someone's mind. it's a new word i learned during english lesson.^.^
Sunday, January 07, 2007 Y 9:47 AM
i'm super FREAK OUT rite now.
WHY!?!
all thanks to my parents.
since they know they couldn't make it on time, why they still wan me to wait for them like an IDIOT!!
WAIT, who's tat fucking IDIOT invent this fucking word!!
wait will jus make me PISS OFFF!!
Friday, January 05, 2007 Y 1:51 PM
[[tag replies]]
shuangs, thx alot. but i will let my teacher decide for me.
JOY*, hie. it's been a long time not chattin wif u already. wanted to tell u but nv see u online. anyway, how's life? which sch are u in now?
as promised i should be slpin before 10pm so i shall not update todae. isaac said tat i made alot of mistake in all the posts. well, it's time to brush up my english. heard that the O level exam has postpone 3 weeks earlier. which means it gonna start at end of sep. is it a good news or bad news? well, it has it's advantages and disadvantages
p.s. if there's any mistake i made correct me alrite.
Thursday, January 04, 2007 Y 2:08 PM
[[first dae of sch]]
could hardly slp last nite due to the excitement of goin to sch. well, sch was fine todae, i thou. sad to sae some of the t-chers had changed. while some of them, who we dun like, DIDN't change!!
so these are the list of teachers :-
geo/ss - mdm nisa
phy - mr goh
chem - miss jiang
english - ms jumiah
e-math - miss ho wei wei
a-math - mr ng
chinese - not sure yet
PE - mr pay
how do i tink of these t-chers? well, if u wanna neo i tell u personally. ^.^ every t-chers came in they will start to sae "this year is a very pack and imp year.." bla bla bla. i agree on tat too. as usual we will always do target settin and these is the grade i'm goin to achieve
english - B4
chinese - B3
comb. hum - B3
e-math - A1
a-math - A1
comb. sci - A1
L1R5 will be 13, L1R4 will be 10.
so, did i set my target too high or too low? will i achieve this result? well, let see after the first term ba. i might be doin some changes.
i'm kind of confused rite now. this comin sat i haf 2 path to choose. first is to go get money, as i'm in the top 5%. second is go for the dance audition. well, the dance audition is to get all the best dancers in crestar school of dance to form a group to represent crestar. if i get in the audition, i will haf one more extra ballet class. also, we need to pay too!! the classes will be teach by overseas ballet teachers. it's a gd opportunity as i will exposed to all diff kind of dance like jazz, hip hop and contem. so how? for me, i thou goin to the audition will be better as money can ask my mum help me take. but.. i'm takin O lvl this year. can i handle it? heard tat if i realli get in the audition, it will be very stressful. how how how?
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 Y 5:11 PM
[[new year eve countdown]]
woke up 11 plus to get started for the shoppin with bijun. well, i expect to buy lots of thing since it's the last dae of 2006 but i didn't. i jus bought a half jacket and poor bijun nv even buy a single thing. soon after our shoppin, we went to meet isaac, jieqiang and sihao for the steamboat dinner. durin the steamboat eatin, had lots of crap. remb the fire? hahax.. after the steamboat, we made our way down to city hall to see( or izzit watch?) the FIREWORK!! yuppix, it's been years for me not seein the fireworks already. even thou it's kind of sad tat i nv saw everything cos I'M TOO SHORT!! well, i'm kind of lazy to type so let's jus see the photos ba.
.taken at cs toilet.
.eat eat eat.
.cook cook cook.
.the soup taste great.
.this is how the refill the soup, it's kind of dity.
.yum yum.
.nice shot of bijun.
.bijun, dun be shy.
.well, it's the first time i saw ppl singin at a steamboat place.
.anyone wanna try the food i cook?.
.jieqiang, stop actin cool.hahax.
.melted plastic.
sihao feedin his bag?.
soon after the steamboat, it's time to head off to cityhall to see the fireworks. while waitin for the van to arrive, sihao wanted to take a photo when he's in the air.
trial 1, failed. his bag covered his face.
trial 2, failed. took too fast.
trial 3, failed. cant realli see he's in the air.
trial 4, failed. too fast again.
trial 5, failed. jumped too high
trial 6, failed.
sihao: wait wait, let me take a break.
finally!!
sihao: jieqiang jieqiang, lets try 2 person see can or not.
CAN CAN!!
sihao.jieqiang. [formal]
sihao.jieqiang [informal]
bijun.me [while waitin for the van to arrive]
bijun listenin songs
see the large number of ppl wantin to see the fireworks.
fireworks
fireworks
esplanade
me.bijun [at NICO highway]
me.isaac.jieqiang.bijun [at NICO highway]
isaac.me [at NICO highway]
we manage to catch the last train!!
dun neo why, i cant reply the tagged. so here are the tag replies.
ber: happy 2007. let's work hard for the O lvl. jiayou!!
choonyi : sch starts in 7hours!! where's ur blog? hahax. anyway, dun worry. u will get high marks de. jiayou!!
p.s: i will update my new year resolution ltr after sch. it's time to slp!!
Y 2:35 PM
[[2006]]
well, year 2006 had come to an end. a new year begin. before i update on other stuff, let me write abt my life in 2006
in the begining of year 2006, it's been a rollar coaster ride for me. many things happened last yr, relationship, friendship and family prob all come in one short.whooo. however, all these make me grow even stronger in handlin both mental and emotion stuffs. all these make me realise who care for me and who are jus actin. all these make me realise tat i should learn to let go and take things easily. and also made me realise tat parents are the one who will always be there for me. i neo sometimes our parents will object us from doin something which we luv to do. i neo alot ppl said this too. "it's for ur own gd" this phrase we always hear. but now, i realli understand wat this means. in the past, i nv listen to both my parents and frens and choose a path which i knew it will turn out bad. i refused to listen to them. i regretted.
anyway, it's the past already. wat is done cannot be undone. let it be a lesson for me. below there's a list of ppl i wanna thx.
thank you :-
XIAOYING - for givin so many advice.
BEEKOON - i knew we are not as close as before, but i neo u always care for me.
JINGYU - i knew last yr we always compare on our result, but all thx to u we had lots of fun in class
CHERYL - for lendin me ur shoulder, not to forget for makin me laugh everytime in class. remb all the stupid sms we always send to each other in class? hahax.
JOANNE - without u, it's kind of hard to get crazy.
CHOONYI - i nv feel so odd one out in class cos i knew u oso luv dancin!! dance for life.
CASS, LINETTE and CLAIRE - for havin so much crap in every single ballet class. let dance forever!!
TIANGWEI - for givin so much concern durin and after the N lvl exam period.
ENLIANG - for lendin me ur ears
DANIEL - i knew the days wif u it's very hurtful. but tink another way, without u entered my life before, i wont be as strong as before. i wont realise so much things
THOSE NAMES I NEVER MENTION - for being part of my life.
SPECIAL thx to :-
BIJUN - for always being there for me every single min, every single sec. thx for acc me every moment when i'm down. thx for all the advice and concern. thx for showin me wat's rite and wat's wrong. thx for givin me the courage. thx for makin me laugh everytime. lots of thx, million thx.
ISAAC - for enterin my life. thx for givin me the courage in doin every single thing. thx for supporttin me every single thing. thx for makin me feelin being loved. thx for lettin me haf the "xin fu" feelin. thx for makin me feel "i'm the most lucky gal in the world". thx for acc me every single moment. thx for being wif me no matter i'm happy or sad.thx for lendin me ur shoulder everytime, even thou i'm cryin for other ppl. thx for teachin me eng, tat's why i get B3. thx thx, a million thx.
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